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The more Cal mentioned ending it instead of running away during Zero Day, the more Andre would practice it. He would take an empty gun and place the tip on his throat or chin, finding out the best angle so he wouldn’t have to struggle and suffer much when the moment came. Of course, he knew it wouldn’t compare to the real thing, when the gun would be hot to the touch and stain his skin black where it touched him. He knew it wouldn’t compare to the anxiety he would feel as he pulled the trigger and his hand jerked from the force. He knew it would never compare to the eternity of silence after, to his impact on the world he would never get to see.