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9 months ago
Underneath It All, Sarah Was Still That Hurt Little Girl Waiting For Her Brother To Come Home, But Home

Underneath it all, Sarah was still that hurt little girl waiting for her brother to come home, but home had become the graveyard his bones lay in, buried beneath the dirt. She remembers how he'd always seemed afraid of the dark, and yet now he'd be stuck in it forever. The very thing he feared became his final resting place. Perhaps a piece of her heart had gone with him when he'd passed. 

She'd lost the guidance and sense of direction in her life early on, and so she directs her grief-stricken anger at the world and everyone in it, because otherwise she'd be straight back to square one: blaming herself. At times, she feels remorse, wishing she could take all the things she'd said to others in anger back. 

On lonely nights such as these, her thoughts could become dangerous. Would one more bad night sweep her away and bring her to the same fate as her brother? The thought scared her, terrified her even, but it wasn't out of the realm of possibility. It would be easy to take one too many pills, to do something reckless, something drastic in a spiral, and never wake up again. The darkness looms. 

She didn't like the person she'd become following Mark's death, she felt the urge to reach out to Evelin but didn't want to burden her friend with her thoughts, especially as early into the morning as it was. So she doesn't. They say that time heals all wounds, but this statement didn't seem to hold true for her. The pain seemed to worsen as the years passed. It made it sink in. It made it more real. 

She wasn't a child anymore, and Mark wouldn't ever be back. Her teenage years had passed by like a blur and been mostly lost through the haze of grief, aside from the noteworthy memories. She remains distantly tied to the age at which she lost him. Sometimes it felt like she was still that girl, helpless, watching the world collapse around her. Even the good memories from before then hurt because that's all they were now—memories. 

Yet she keeps all of his little stories and poems in a safe place to remember him by because she can't move on. Her thoughts eat at her, they feel suffocating, she suffers in silence. she cries alone, her tears soak her pillow. Another sleepless night.

(I wasn't confident enough to post this to ao3 and I'm not a writer at all so don't flame grill me. I might delete this tbh)


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9 months ago
Girlboss And Girlfailure Best Friends Forever

Girlboss and girlfailure best friends forever <3


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1 year ago

I know I already posted art today but after last night I just wanted to draw the girls having a nice time :>

I Know I Already Posted Art Today But After Last Night I Just Wanted To Draw The Girls Having A Nice

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1 year ago
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual
I Finally Have Some Human Disguise AU Stuff For You Guys! Im Planning To Do More In Depth Individual

I finally have some Human Disguise AU stuff for you guys! I’m planning to do more in depth individual post on each character in the au but here’s some info+art for now!

(A lot of writing ahead haha,,)

Drawing 1 - Sarah, Jonah and Adam are about 10 years old in this au. Sarah lives with her older brother Mark (who survives in this au thanks to a certain silly angel appearing at the right place and time :>). Adam and Jonah live on the church grounds, being fostered by Sister Maria (who is actually Preacher). The boys help out at the Church (helping clean up, helping around the church in general, and they also serve as alter boys) Sarah met them both at school. This is them sneaking out and hanging out at the willow tree they like to meet up at.

Drawing 2 - A little bit of a silly drawing of Sarah and Gabie (Gabriel/Toonbriel, that’s the name he uses while staying on earth) watching older my little pony movies from G3. Not canon (since TVs aren’t really.. like y’know safe) although I do think Sarah would have some MLP toys.

Drawing 3 - rough concept art for HDAU!Adam and Jonah. Nothing really more to add tbh.

Drawing 4 - Sister Maria (aka Preacher) sketch/concept sketch. Sister Maria in this au is Adam’s caretaker after Adam was left with no family. She’s raised him since he was very little. She’s an elderly religious woman. If you were to take off her veil her being an alternate would become much more apparent. Her design was heavily based on the ‘messenger’ image.

Drawing 5 - Adam and preacher. Adam is the only one who has seen the assimilated version of Maria. Although he is not aware Maria and the creature are on in the same. He only sees her at night where it usually stands in the corner of his room, in the dark, keeping watch over him. He usually closes his eyes and tries to drown out the whispering.

Drawing 6 - Thatcher comforting Adam after something startled him. Oh yeah! You better believe I’m shoving dadtcher content into this bad boy!!! Thatcher is probably the closest thing Adam has to any kind of Father figure in his life. Since Adam is the only thing that ‘survived’ the night that Ruth and Adam’s parents died. He ended up taking care of Adam for a short amount of time while he was still a baby. Thatcher was too scared to take care of a baby and especially with his newfound paranoia of the alternates he decided he needed to find a better place for Adam. That’s when Sister Maria visited and offered to be his caretaker till they found him a home. However, since Maria doesn’t/cannot drive Thatcher usually picks him up from school.

Drawing 7 - Adam and Maria, presumably after being returned by Thatcher after Adam tried to run away.

Drawing 8 - SOME CESAR CONTENT?? I definitely will go more in depth on these guys later. I’m still working out actual Cesar’s character and role in this au, if I’m honest. But Cesar fans rejoice! bc he’s alive!! Yippie! Alternate Cesar is the stupid little cat creature you see him holding. Alternate Cesar is first encountered when Vol.1 usually would take place. The difference being once Gabriel/Toonbriel shows up completely by accident the sudden appearance of a heavenly presence scares it away. For the rest of his role he takes the form of a cat-like creature. In order to to be a spy for Lucifer/Alt Gabriel on the real Gabriel.


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3 months ago
GANG I FOUND THE DOODLE BOARD Ft. Gloober AU Too
GANG I FOUND THE DOODLE BOARD Ft. Gloober AU Too
GANG I FOUND THE DOODLE BOARD Ft. Gloober AU Too

GANG I FOUND THE DOODLE BOARD ft. Gloober AU too

Most of these doodles are scenes from Life of Luxury

(This was a collab with @filec5, and @thanatophobia999 )

I Found Another Doodle For The Au On My Chromebook :)))

i found another doodle for the au on my chromebook :)))


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1 year ago

My tmc AU. bandstars catalogue, this AU is inspired by "no straight roads" and This whole AU is based around music and there're many different music genres that are towns or cities in this au

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My Tmc AU. Bandstars Catalogue, This AU Is Inspired By "no Straight Roads" And This Whole AU Is Based

a world that revolves around music, music running through blood and hearts, things that run by music for energy. there are many genres of music like rock, classical, jazz, pop, punk, and many more. there is music in everything. but there are silencers, creatures that silence music and kill it(or try to) it is a big problem in towns, cities and county's many people were taken away by them. but Right now there's been less sightings of silencers, but people are still paranoid. but there's been rumors about silencers disguised as people.

🎸Rock Jonah Marshall🎸

a passion for rock They want to be a guitarist and be a rockstar Just like their parents parents. they have a very hyper and energetic energy to them, They like to mess around and cause trouble. but sometimes they're just chilling around talking to Adam or Sarah, or just practicing his guitar

🪦punk Adam Murray🪦

he is mostly a loner, he doesn't like and talk to people in general besides from Jonah who he met when he was starting out music. he used to be a rocker but now he's a punk. most people are suspicious of him and Don't really trust him. The only person that really trusts him is Jonah, Evelin and Sarah kind of trust him but not really.

🐎country Sarah Heathcliff🐎

someone who mostly goes out and plays her brother's guitar in memory of him. She is a very calm person but also can be serious sometimes, and is mostly keeping to herself. most of the time she's just playing her brother's guitar, but sometimes she talks to Evelin because she feels comfortable around her. and Adam and Jonah she doesn't mind really.

🎻classical Evelin Miller🎻

a very quiet and peaceful woman, she's a very kind-hearted person and is polite. She likes to hang around Sarah since she feels very comfortable with her. her and Adam used to date but broke up because of differences and other stuff (idk) and what she thinks of Jonah? She thinks they're okay

And that's really it, now I'm not sure when I'll do the comic, I am going to finish writing the story first and post it on Wattpad and maybe here.

My Tmc AU. Bandstars Catalogue, This AU Is Inspired By "no Straight Roads" And This Whole AU Is Based

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1 year ago
More Dragons. Sarah And Evelin The Dragons ()
More Dragons. Sarah And Evelin The Dragons ()

More dragons. Sarah and Evelin the dragons 〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜

Also I made the voice actor of Sarah as a dragon hehe

More Dragons. Sarah And Evelin The Dragons ()

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1 year ago
Happy Late Halloween Guys And Gals!!

🎃Happy late Halloween guys and gals!!🎃

I hope you guys have a nice Halloween, if not don't worry you have that candy, Go ham on it and throw up the next morning. Don't go into people's houses and make sure you check your candy. have a lovely Halloween and enjoy this fanart🎃

Happy Late Halloween Guys And Gals!!

Also I made some fanart for star push fever. Also if you didn't know it's not related to the Mandela catalogue no more, the creator. kie. Has said themselves, and I just included it in here with TMC because I thought why not, They're both related Halloween art for the spooky season anyways.


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11 months ago
Family Photo.

Family photo.

This is based on a headcannon i have of Dave, Mark, and Sarah. Basically here is the headcanon, Mark and his little sister Sarah's parents were never really around. But they had their Uncle (Dave) to take care of them and watch them. so over the years, mark and Sarah saw Dave as their parent. Also Dave was the one that got Mark his pat cat. It's something I headcannon because I like to think that Dave is their uncle and most of the fandom does too.

Anyways adios


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10 months ago
Merry Late Christmas (;)

Merry late Christmas (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)

So the reason why I didn't post this after I posted "thatcher helps the jester" is because I was busy. spending time with the family, going to some events and helping a bit. Anyways here it is, eddsworld x TMC Christmas art, it's still December so I can technically say it's still Christmas art Because I said so✨ Anyways I am going to be in the void adios

By the way I hope everybody had a nice Christmas, and if you don't celebrate it then I hope you had a nice December :3


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9 months ago
You Hear Something?

You hear something?

As requested and the winner of the poll, i have done Sarah, Adam and Jonah investigating a house. I might do another poll but that's going to have to depend on whether or not I feel like it, also update about my AU. I'm currently making the comic for bandstars catalogue, And the reason why it's taking so long is because I want to take time to make it special. so sorry if it's taken forever this is basically a project for me. So yeah anyways that's it adios mi amigos✨


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8 months ago
Good Old Books

good old books

I like the idea of Sarah just having a thing for books, like she'll go to the library and read a ton of books until it's almost midnight, But only when she has free time. Anyways this is just a little Headcannon I have, see you next time mi Amigos.

Good Old Books

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10 months ago

Sarah Heathcliff

making this impulsive post just to say how much I fucking love Sarah from The Mandela Catalogue.

I LOVE HER, she’s just so fucking badass and caring and just djdhdjdhsjhdhddHDKDHDJDH I LOVE HER SO MUCH AAAAAGHH RAAAAAAAAHHH

anyways I genuinely love the writing of her, she’s so serious and work focused yet she’s still very caring and concerned for those around her. And for some reason I barley see much people characterizing her caring nature, and it’s not like it’s subtle, it’s right in your face! I mean- at least to me she doesn’t even seem to really consider Adam a friend? Like- they don’t seem to be friends is what I’m saying, I do have evidence to support this but this is a ramble post so Im not doing that. But at the very least they aren’t to close yet Sarah still actively worries and cares for him! “How about you make a memorial video for the only person that ever cared about.” My ass! Sarah is very confrontational about things and can get heated so she can come across as being uncaring! But we can see that she DOES care about Adam and worry about him when she sent a voicemail to him. She said to “please don’t make me have to worry about you, please.” The fact that she even would worry shows that she cares! and the fact she even sent that voicemail shows she already was worrying about him!

and then we see her with Evelin who she at this point doesn’t even know that well! Yet she still chose to comfort her and try to console her! She was basically just letting Evelin vent to her!

of course there’s also how she is with her brother Mark who she seems to fiercely love and care about despite her being only 3 when he died and just in general a lot of other things but I don’t really want this to get too long.

im sure people already knew all of this, I mean- it’s right there, but it’s interesting how not much people show it.

idk I genuinely love Sarah so much and she has genuinely helped me whenever I got anxious. I’d just think of her and I’d feel better.

also Sarah would 100% adopt random children on the side of the road. She’d probably snatch up a bunch of orphaned babies and be the best fucking mother to them. She probably has grabbed a little lost child out of Thatchers arms and just took off running, yelling “fuck you!” To him /hj.

anyways I love Sarah so fucking much, I love her and Evelin and Adam and Thatcher and just AGDJDBDJRHFUUD I LOVE ALL OF THEM!

There’s a lot more Sarah related things I wanted to say like a headcanon/ theory-ish thing I have on why she cares so much about Mark and why she’s so burnt out and in general like that.

or her similarities to Thatchers I’ve noticed that make the fact that Sarah hates him more heart breaking.

also please forgive me for any mistakes, this was very impulsive.


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10 months ago

FOR REALLL

The Mandela Catalogue and EPIC: the Musical is fucking breaking me. Its going to give me dementia with the brain damage they both are giving me. I swear it’s unleashing a primal monster inside of me thats tearing me down at a phycological level. I swear I’m going to be reduced to rubble because of them. They’re gonna ring me dry of tears and make my already dry reservoirs of fandom tears become none existent and then come and feast on the inner core of my brain. I swear they have already been doing that. Every waking moment I’m plagued by my anguish and love for these characters.

Every. Moment.


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1 month ago

shout out to the Mandela fans who don’t actually really care for the alternates and are there for the lovely characters 😤

Now drawings of catified Jonah and Adam (but one is a shitty doodle of an AU)

Shout Out To The Mandela Fans Who Dont Actually Really Care For The Alternates And Are There For The
Shout Out To The Mandela Fans Who Dont Actually Really Care For The Alternates And Are There For The

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