To (did You Ever Care At All?) To (did You Love Me At All? Was I Not Enough?) To (was I Not Worth Coming Back For?) - Tumblr Posts

F U C K I N G WEEPS SHUT UP LEO SHUSH UR MOUTH I KNOW IT HURTS BUT TF WAS DON SUPPOSED TO DO ahhhh grief and anger are so fucking interconnected and i jUST WEEP also thank gosh dons not actually putting his body or ninpo back in the future/past timeline i was so fucking stressed about that rb DELICIOUS ANGST CHEF CASS THANK U FOR THE MEAL tasty grief UGH forever in love with how much grief will haunt you even after the return of what was lost and the instinctual reaction is always so self centered like (​missed you so much it felt like a wound) therefore (you have commited this hurt upon me) (i asked you to be here) to (you were not here) to (you kept yourself away) to (you didnt care i asked for you) to (did you ever care at all?) to (did you love me at all? was i not enough?) to (was i not worth coming back for?) of course its not actually like that at all he cared so much and he tried so hard to be there its not at all logical or fair of leo to be acusatory as if don could have done anything different but grief sets us back to our most simple and direct means of understanding the world with ourselves at the center and all things that happen are directly connected to us as if we are the only influence upon reality (i ask and you create) (i ask and you repair) (i ask and you push) (i asked and you did not answer) (when we all needed you you were there) (when i needed you you were silent) (now they need again and you are here) (but i am still standing in a dead mans room) yall better talk this shit out