Trying To Work On Shit - Tumblr Posts

Okay so, Making lore is hard for my ADHD/Autistic ass. Because while I have it all planned out in my head, for the love of goddamn cake I can’t write it out or draw it out. Like at all, I’ve been trying to get the ideas and all that out- I get distracted by everything. One moment I’m working on a drawing then the next, I’m watching old videos from YouTubers I once watched in my younger years THEN I SWITCH OVER TO MUSIC TO TRY GET BACK INTO DRAWING BUT I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE, SPENDING TIME TO MESS WITH MY HAIR AND CLOTHING TILL I GO “Oh shit I’m supposed to be drawing” BUT NOPE, NOW I’M ON PINTEREST LOOKING AT PROMPTS, FANART, CATS, ETC. Then a week later I finally get my shit together and finish the fucking drawing. Holy fuck. It even happens during conversations, I can be chatting or Roleplaying but then I get distracted out of the blue and focus on that thing, suddenly now going back and forth from talking to switching the music to fit my mind scenarios then to staring at nothing as I lose grip on reality… Ughhh.