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about tuesdays
i’m working on a project and cutting my fingers open in the process. can we have a thing about tuesdays where you don’t ask me what’s wrong and i don’t tell you nothing today’s just a grey day, a tuesday and you don’t worry when i am angry for no reason and sometimes i might scream a little just a little it won’t hurt and i might be sad so sad that you won’t know what to do other than to do what you always do, which is worry and ask pointless questions? i’m just trying to make sure that i don’t hurt you when i’m like this. that you understand i am and i am not myself. can we have a thing where you don’t try to get me to make promises you know i won’t keep like the one you always say that goes now promise me that if i leave you won’t hurt yourself and promise me you won’t be dead when i come back? if you can do that i can’t promise anything more than to stop cutting up my fingers in an effort to paint the roses red because it’s still a tuesday so the best i can do is maybe i won’t kill myself in a place where you would be the one to find the body.
