Turned Off My Squeamishness And I Havent Been Overtaken By The Urge To Kill Yet So Its Probably Fine - Tumblr Posts

I have normal thoughts turned off my squeamishness and I haven’t been overtaken by the urge to kill yet so it’s probably fine anyway now that I’m okay looking at surgery images it’s like anyone else noticed the inherent eroticism of having someone cut you up slicing you open and digging through your insides is such an intimate thing Like I wish the doctor would take me out to dinner first damn it’s weird that I don’t know them if something went wrong I’d want the doctor to be close to me Important! my most important even like surgery is such an intimate thing i don't know how to explain this do you not get all flustered about the notion of your blood from your inards on someone else’s hands it’s be so fucking weird for it to be more than that one person who u are of course close to on a level that can’t be quantified Anyway so I understand that now asexual gore thing probably