Two Years - Tumblr Posts
TO THE GREAT MAC MILLER
i have so many regrets and wishes when it comes to mac miller.
i regret only knowing him at first as ariana grande’s boyfriend.
i regret only coming to appreciate him and his music after he passed.
i wish i could’ve seen him perform live, saw him do what he loved.
i wish i could told him how much he meant to me, and how much he changed my life.
i now listen to mac every day. every single day. he has become such an integral part of my life, and i miss him so much. he is my happy place.
there are times where i catch myself crying while listening to ‘congratulations’, or laughing when ‘under the weather’ plays.
mac touched the hearts of everyone he met. i only wish i could’ve been one of those people. but we knew that he was in pain. his demons were too strong for him to handle.
mac was and still is an angel. while i myself am not religious, i still like to believe he’s looking down at me from above, guiding me through life’s hardships.
he is my home wallpaper on my phone. so whenever i go on my phone, i see his smiling face and he reminds me that everything will be okay.
he posted a screenshot of a note from 2016 on his facebook. in it, he wrote ‘don’t stop dreaming, don’t stop doing, and always continue.’ i think that is a beautiful phrase to live by. it brings a smile to my face, and reminds me to keep going.
i want to be strong for mac. i want to keep his memory alive my being strong even when i think i can’t be. mac taught us all that even when life was kicking our asses, we should still keep going.
thank you, malcolm, for everything you did. you were a true blessing, and too good for this world.
To honor two years on Tumblr, I’ve made this special art piece on Moldiv, which includes some of my favorite cartoon mosaic artwork.
All content belongs to: •Marathon Media (“The Amazing Spiez!” & “Totally Spies!”) •Warner Bros. Animation (“Xiaolin Showdown”) •CLAMP & Madhouse ( “Cardcaptors/Card Captor Sakura”) •Studio Xebec (“Megaman NT Warrior/Rockman EXE”) •Toei Animation (“Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters”) •Nihon Animedia (“Beyblade/Explosive Shoot Beyblade”)