Unrelated But For Some Reason The Ending Of That Song Has Become A Vocal Stim For Me Bjsbdjsdb - Tumblr Posts

crechurechaos
1 year ago
Digital drawing containing Gordos Feetman and Benrey from HLVRAI, both kneeling on the ground, holding each other in an embrace, crowbar and helmet cast aside to each character's respective half of the canvas (Gordon on the left and Benrey on the right). Benrey rests his head on Gordon's shoulder, looking outward but with only one eye visible and no other facial feature present in the drawing. They stare off into nowhere, looking shocked in a dissociative manner. Gordon, facing away from the canvas, rests his left arm on Benrey's back and reaches over Benrey's left arm, holding them closer around the waist, overall holding Benrey in a comforting manner. Benrey returns the embrace in a much more tense way, both arms going under Gordon's to hold his back tightly, slight scratch marks visible from his nails. Above them are the words "im sick of meaning" in orange whereas below them is written "i just wanna hold you" in blue . The work overall is heavily layered with various brushy textures and glowy effects, looking very chaotic. In contrast, the palette is heavily limited to values of orange and blue: Gordon and his crowbar entirely in orange with Benrey and his helmet in blue. Both have highlights in light values of their colors (yellow and cyan) across their forms as well. However, where the two meet a slight purple value is visible.

i am so normal about themg 👍👍

bonus (helfp i keep laughing at thism, i need sleep so bad)

Doodle of Car Seat Headrest's Twin Fantasy album cover, however both figures have been altered to retain some of Gordon and Benrey's main features. The one on the left has Gordon's hair and glasses whereas the one on the right has Benrey's helmet, a bit of hair, and his eye shadow thingy. It is also poorly drawn in MS Paint.
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hlvrai half life but the ai is self aware hlvrai fanart hlvrai benrey hlvrai gordon benrey gordos feetman frenrey i actually almost forgot that tag LMA art fanart digital art car seat headrest experimental art eyestrain cw eyestrain i hope this looks alright because this was like astigmatism hell for me AJBSJABSJ also this song has TAKEN OVER MY LIFEEEE need it injected into my veins rn lowkey feeling really selfconcious about this help ajdbsjabddbsj unrelated but for some reason the ending of that song has become a vocal stim for me bjsbdjsdb ok bye whoever may be reading this have a good dayyyyyy
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