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When people say that 'you'll never be able to watch all of One Piece', I'm going to be that one person that'll say 'Bitch watch me!'. Then here I am on episode 27 and telling myself to go down and watch my list in order with One Piece no where near the top of it. I don't know whether to laugh at myself or to question my sanity.
Ever just realize that you’re family fucked you up more than you already were. They really told a child that opened up to them about feelings empty and hollow inside that “there are people that have had it worse than you. You have no reason to feel that way” and then never acknowledge it ever again. They really shit talked each other to the child. They really used her as a dummy to vent to and never let her have the same. They really treated her like a dress up doll despite her being extremely uncomfortable in skirts and dresses even to the point of crying and dissociating till it’s over. Then after all that they expect said child to continue living with them forever. Yeah that kid was fucking me. It pisses me off that no one ever said anything about it. That’s not even getting into my mother who is somehow simultaneously the best and worse one
Enough from this 2023! I need to take a break and a hand to spank my ass...
So... Fate GO. Where do I begin?
I summoned Romulus=Quirinus with 1 ticket.
And then on the story banner THE SAME DAY I summoned Nightingale, which I mean it's pretty cool!
And I also got NP2 Lancelot, that god-damit FGO Story Banner, could have been my Sunny Man...
But ANYWAY...
Yesterday, with the advent of Chaldea Boys and Arthur Pendragon Prototype's summon banner I decided that I would have thrown in 10 summons, because I wanted the CE of the KoTR "As You Wish".
I found Frankenstein as my first and then, on my 6th summon, guess who arrived?! BUT OF COURSE ARTHUR PENDRAGON! And I was devastated because at that point it was impossible for me to find the CE!
On the 11th summon, or better say the double 10th, I got the CE.
Especially when your younger cousins start asking: "do you have a husband? You are old enough to be married already."
I'm fucking 19 !
When I told them that I am not old enough to get married they changed their tactic.
"Then you should at least have a fiancé."
Geez ... I've been single since day one.... find me a boyfriend then we will talk about fiancé...
I think I stopped seeking for help (medical or otherwise) when my parents found out I was self-harming. Instead of getting me help they just mocked me, insulted me and ignored my problems.