While I Want It; I Think As Eldest Daughter I Need This. - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
okay. im not letting my brain go into panic mode. im going to eat, take a shower, and nap.
then i’m going to make a list of pros and cons; implications; estimated timeframe; financial impact; other related and not related factors that will be impacted.
then i’m going to make a plan.
then i’m going to sleep on it.
come friday next week, if i still want this (and given the plan has had updates as more things have been considered) then im going to go for it. worst case: i lose some family, but i gain my life wholly so. and selfishly i want that so bad.
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realistically i don’t need to leave home but i want to leave home.
i want to **** *** ****
it’s being selfish.
but if it’s not in january it will be in june.
i’d rather january. i’d really really rather january.
while i want it; i think as eldest daughter i need this.
i’m okay being pictured and the horrible daughter for leaving
because it means i left and are carving out a life of love for myself
idk will come back to this later.
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