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I thought I could keep it hidden.

All the thoughts,

All the pain.

I thought if I just kept the voices quiet for a bit longer I’d be ok.

Years of pain,

Years of heartbreak.

All piled up.

That was it,

The final straw.

It hurt.

It hurt bad when it finally broke.

I didn’t know how to feel so I cried.

I cried silently as to not alert anyone.

I didn’t, couldn’t, share my pain.

Anxiety slowly took over my life.

Why couldn’t I control it?

God it hurts.

I had no friends when I left.

Left my home

My family

And all that I knew.

When I left I found myself.

Found peace,

And comfort where I thought there was none.

I found friends who love

And care for me.

Something I never had before.

I still struggle.

But at least I’m not alone.

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By: Caroline