I Just Want Love - Tumblr Posts
I wish someone would hold me and tell me they love me...even if they don't mean it...
I looooooove love love LOVE!!!!! nonsexual physical touch!!!! I love nonsexual intimacy!!! Yes!!!! Hold my face while I hold yours! Look into my eyes and let me look into yours! Let me admire your beauty with my hands and I’ll let you use yours! I just want to look into your eyes and admire your beauty and I want to hold you close while I listen to your heartbeat. The warmth of closeness and love is infinitely more important to me.
I’m not asexual, but I don’t need sexual interactions at all moments. I want to love without the expectation of sex. I need more nonsexual intimacy rep plzplzplzzzzzzzzz
Can someone PLEASE come give me A LIL KISS ON MY LIL NOSE. PLEASE.
i don't want to study for my exam. i want to experience a slow burn friends to lovers au over the span of some 20-30 years with my self proclaimed best friend who doesn't want to admit he's my best friend and i follow him around everywhere he goes and write songs about him and fix his tarnished name with the people until they start to like him and bathe him when he saves my dumb ass multiple times and rub chamomile oil on his butt, only to be left betrayed and insulted on a mountaintop after following his long term situationship to save some dragons when she dumped him and i just wanted to go to the sea with him only to go around the next few months/years throwing the biggest sulk party writing breakup songs until he finally comes to his sense and finds me to grovel at my feet and introduce me to his daughter and we all live happily ever after as a found family with him me and his ex co-parenting his daughter.
I just wish that someone would just look or talk to me and go oh god this is the one. Is that too much to ask? I’ll do all I can for you please. I promise to be a good darling. Just be nice to me. I’ll give you all my love and attention and make you my whole world. DM please if you’re single and 17 or 16 and want a sub darling.
sure would be a shame if someone my age liked me a little too much and slid into my dms asking for my address. And it sure would be a shame if I gave it to them and woke up the next day in their loving arms and cuffed to their bed. Not to mention what a shame it would be how happy this would make me. But what’s truly a shame is how I know this will never happen to me no matter how much I hope for it to.
If someone kidnap me I would not run away. What the fuck would I even be running too
Cuffing Season Draft
I currently am SCOUTING for cuffing szn, but there's this guy (like 5 men and 3 women) that I want so badly but its wtvr.
I dont know if this makes sense, but I just crave physical affection? But like, not friend affection, and not like sexually. I just, I want forehead kisses, and cuddling, falling asleep on each other. I want facetimes, and holding hands. I want hugs, to just be in someones presence? But not in like a friend way. I just want to be in someones presence, but like romantically?
Idk the difference between the platonic and romatic, but there is a difference, even if i cant explain what the difference is. idk, i guess I just want someone that wants to hang out? Like I have friends, and good friends, but I dont think im ever the priority. they all have better friends, yk? So like, im just kind of there? like i take up space, but not as much as everyone else? And i know its prob my fault, because im horrible at reaching out, but it doesn't make me want it any less.
Idk how to articulate it, but it just kinda hurts my heart to think about? Like, I want this so bad, but I also know it prob wont happen, because im like hella basic? and im annoying? So sometimes I see posts of couples, or even just people at my school, and it kinda feels like im mourning for something i dont/wont get to have.
its really late, so im sorry if this doesnt make sense, but im struggling a little bit, so yeah?
I thought I could keep it hidden.
All the thoughts,
All the pain.
I thought if I just kept the voices quiet for a bit longer I’d be ok.
Years of pain,
Years of heartbreak.
All piled up.
That was it,
The final straw.
It hurt.
It hurt bad when it finally broke.
I didn’t know how to feel so I cried.
I cried silently as to not alert anyone.
I didn’t, couldn’t, share my pain.
Anxiety slowly took over my life.
Why couldn’t I control it?
God it hurts.
I had no friends when I left.
Left my home
My family
And all that I knew.
When I left I found myself.
Found peace,
And comfort where I thought there was none.
I found friends who love
And care for me.
Something I never had before.
I still struggle.
But at least I’m not alone.
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By: Caroline