Why Am I Angsty - Tumblr Posts

A little sad poem I wrote at like 2am-

Why is this my first post tho?

I don’t remember my childhood,

I most likely didn’t have one.

I was forced to grow up -

I never wanted to.

I didn’t want the responsibility,

I didn’t like the time it would take,

And so I said no.

I said I would never make it,

My aspirations were just plan b.

I never want to get to 30.

I don’t want a job or a family,

Let alone a life.

I don’t want friends or equality,

I just want death.

It will take me when it wants

But whenever isn’t fast enough.