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Going back on the prime defender grind

PD episode 8 in the bag

literally the vibe I got from the episode... especially William

Also the dreams are greatly used as a way to show a deeper side of the characters. BUT you don't know what you'll get. They're like flipping a coin but one side is the sillies and the other is blatant trauma

It's so funny that William (you know the one who doesn't want to be there and actively tried to ruin the party) had to bust it down to get rid of the party spirit

Like Bizzly really put the players in situation where their characters don't get it easy and have to make it work in a way that the character would do it and I love it!

Just finished ep 9 and I love it

Vyn in detention be like

Istg Vyncent is so funny. Like this guys idea to prove he has powers is to flash a knife. Yes, a fucking knife. And can we talk about his side quests??? They are just so ridiculous. Don't know if they were joking when they said that a pop up appears in his vision when he "acquire" a quest, but if not, it's a big ass hc for me

Charlie acting out Will stalking Dakota and Doug in the lickithy thigny straight up killed me--- him drawing a broken heart or a frowny face while just being drenched in water (that he could easily dodge) is just shdhcscosdnvoiwnijkdsco

Also, Dakota speech on "liars and what they get" gave me goosebumps. He knew that Doug was lying, but still give him a final threat just to be sure

I'm sick af, but this ain't stopping the pd grind: episode 10 finished

I have two things to say:

Fuck Mal

Live laugh love Wavelengh

ASHE IS A GUY??!?!?!??!?

Every essay I have to write I become "really smart and good at everything in life tm" for a sentence or two, and the rest is just incoherent bullshit

Here's what I just wrote 30 minutes ago in my philosophy class:

"Connaître, c'est savoir les choses moindres. Connaître, c'est savoir qu'est-ce que le néant, qu'est-ce que l'infini."

"To know is to understand the smallest things. To know is to understand what nothingness is, what infinity is."

I recently got into cooking and find it really fun!!!

Here's what I did this morning:

(It's a frittata if you were asking yourself :\)

You know I'm just reading A Little Life once again because it's a good book okay---

Then what do I see

Like the normal person I am I thought:

DAKOTA--- DAKOTA COLE FROM THE HIT PODCAST JUST ROLL WITH--- YOU MEAN THE EMBODIMENT OF TRYING SO HARD BECAUSE YOU'RE SO SCARED OF FAILING AGAIN

Sometimes, it hits me that I'm disabled

Most of the time, I can live my life like a normal person. Well, I am in constant pain or discomfort, but I push through because I still have that part of me that doesn't know - that part that tries to forget - they are disabled.

That. Stupid. Part. They attempt to live, make choices, make small or big decisions like their pears. That part hopes so desperately to go back to a time where pain and fatigue and discomfort weren't a day to day normality. That part of me still clenches that desire to just feel like everyone else. That part of me makes me forget that I can't do things like normal people, but sometimes I get brought back to Earth.

Sometimes, disability is stronger than hopeful desires.

There's times where I cannot eat because my spine hurt so badly it's making me nauseous. There's times I cannot sleep because the pain is agonizing. There's times where I cannot walk correctly because my right ankle as been swollen for a year, and it doesn't go back to it's normal state even if we tried so many things to make it right once more.

Each time I remember that I'm disabled it hurts so bad. I can't live a normal life. I can't eat normally. I can't sleep normally. I can't even go out of my house without having to think: is the pain worth it?

Each time it hits me that I'm disabled I have to ask myself: Is all of this worth it in the end?