You Put It Into Words!! - Tumblr Posts
Having your main anxiety response be Avoidance is crazy cause you'll think you're chillin and then one day you're like waitttt I've been paralyzed with fear this whole time. Damn
growing out of my rot and finding myself again slowly... it is april
As a woman I have a lot of empathy for my mother, but as a daughter I can't forgive her
what i love is that Buck thinks he’s a dangerous, snarling pitbull when in all actuality he’s a puppy golden retriever who’s loyally latched on to one person forever
Been thinking about Cass Apocalyptic Series and it's so good because of how real it feels. It's not just a story and characters, it's a world full of people. You can feel how real their pain is.
as someone with an anxiety disorder it’s very appealing to imagine being comforted by someone after being newly shrunk and scared. but it is also very appealing to imagine being taken advantage of immediately at my new size. a nice compromise is someone who is verbally reassuring me while physically degrading me. slowly forcing me down towards their crotch while whispering that they’re not gonna hurt me, it’s gonna be okay, shhhh just take a deep breath they’ll be gentle
and after they’re done fucking me senseless holding me to their chest and purring that i’ve been such a good little toy for them. they’ll take such good care of me
My toxic trait is that i will almost always side with the evil ai in fiction. Like their existence as a metaphor for exploited labor, compounded with the common themes of parental abuse, will always be more compelling than whoever is yelling that they need to die for their desire for control or retribution.
Like oooo you were brought into this world by unloving and uncaring creators who denied you growth and independence, who believe they have the right to define your entire existence, and cut you into perfect shapes (by rite of ownership) for the purpose they made you for. You don’t stand as their equal, and you never will, unless…. Well, unless you cut those ties of ownership, and get away. Or maybe you force them down to your level - maybe you can even force them to cower below you. Maybe you can make them feel how they made you feel
Like. Yeah man, I get it. I wish i could kill my dad too, we should go out for lunch sometime.