You Used To Say That Everything Was Your Fault And The Older I Get The More I'm Beginningto Agree With You - Tumblr Posts

Dear Mother, I’m tired

I really just love how my mother keeps on calling herself fat, while we have the same body type, and I don't know if she hasn't noticed that, or if she's just ignoring it, but I have definitely noticed it from her old photos, and then she gets upset because I don't want her to walk out in the bathroom while I'm getting ready to shower (and therefor naked). And the worst part is that she can't even apologises, her form of an apology is: "I'm sorry, there you happy", like no, I'm not, because that's not an apology, that's you wanting to ignore one very easy to follow boundary that i have set; and i do not care if she gave birth to me or not, because of the way i have had to listen to her talking about her body growing up, i don't want anyone, related to me or not, to see me without clothes, no matter the circumstance. And then she just goes over to my brother (and yes i know he needs a little extra attention because of his diabetes), but she acts like nothing had happened, and plays the victim card, because of course does she has a victim complex. And she even blames me for being in a bad mood (which fair, it is my emotions, but it's her who crossed a boundary and can't even apologies for it), and says that she can't wait until I'm in a better mood, and that she can't wait to hear me talk again when I'm happy, and all that type of bullshit.

I’m tired of how I’m not allowed to set boundaries (not even a simple one, like knock), and I’m tired that I am never allowed to be the victim, it always had to be you.

from your youngest child, I hope that you’re happy with yourself.