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SCREAMING AND CRYING AND THROWING U P IN THE CLUB RN. MY POOR BABY 😭😭😭

LET ME KILL THIS SON OF A BITCH WITH MY OWN TWO H A N D S

Ok I know it won’t last long right now with all the angst probs festering (IGNORING RIGHT NOW) but it’s just so nice to see 4 kids from different circumstances who all grew up somewhat lonely be able to create such a kind and loving little found family. He Tian with his broken family, Mo Guan Shan with his Dad and Bullying, Jian Yi with literally everything happening rn I’m so sorry baby boy, and Zhan Zheng Xi who honestly just doesn’t look like he really socializes heavily outside of Jian Yi.

And the best part is none of it came for free, it wasn’t just being accepted into each other’s lives and done. They like genuinely worked hard to change and learn about each other in their little personal relationships. You can’t tell me that Jian yi or He Tian wouldn’t literally die for them without a second thought and the others know that. This is a found family based off of understanding, kindness, and a little bit of elbow grease. Throwing 4 boys who at the beginning of the comic are literally so far from each other and closed off about all their little thoughts and feelings; to one that wants to show his broken familial past and mom, one that wants to do better and move on from his past and opens up about how hard it’s been, one that opens up about his struggling home life and mom, and one who goes from literally hitting Jian yi for touching or implying he is gay to being kind and open and loving??

they have been growing up so much and still have more left to go. But the fish are such a wonderful reminder that this little family has already taken route. Even if it might be rough later on, I think we all know this little family will eventually meet together again. Fulfilling the honest wants and needs of these 4 little lads.

OH GOD OH HELLLL YEAH the way little Mo is not only accepting He Tian’s advances but actively showing affection back???

ok but being real it’s to nice know that deep down amo Guanshan has always been a sweetheart using a tough outershell to protect himself from both bullying and Snake eyes. And now that he has gotten all that delt with and wants to move on he actively is opening up again and allowing himself slowly to go back to being the kind and sweet person he actually is.

I work with middle schoolers admittedly a lot younger than our 4 here but it’s always a reminder that a lot of kids acting out are doing so because of some reasons going on at home/in their lives. And it just takes that one person, in this case He Tian to accept them as they are and help them move forward.

ending on a less serious note I def saw xixi buying/holding that coffee for Jian Yi how cute.

Ok but look how proud the teacher is??? 🥺

I wanna see them kiss and look how popular Mo that. YOU FOOLS ARE MISSING WHAT WE NEED MOST.

To see Mama Mo be proud of her son and seeing him finally open up and be himself for the first time in a long one. To see someone tell Mama Mo how good Mo guanshan is doing and that she must have been a wonderful mother. To see Mo’s face after his mom goes up to him and tells him how proud she was of him this whole time.

He Tian and the others ofc helped make this change and their reactions definitely affect Mo. but at the actual bottom of things, nothing will mean more to Mo guanshan to have his mother so proud of him. That most important final knowledge that his mom is proud of him and what he’s done. And being able to tell his Dad that he is better and can help his mom when he’s not there.

I am happy with what we have right now but I can tell you without a doubt that final piece will be the sweetest.

I love the way Zhan Zheng Xi is giving dad vibes in this art

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKK OLD XIAN POSTED

TIANSHAN UNDER THE BLOSSOM TREE IS SO DSNJS

BUT WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE TIAN WILL LEAVE SOON OR IDK

THE FORESHADOWING 🫢😨

Still confused about this. Or am I missing something? If it's not true, why is Jian Yi crying then ?