I Realized How Truly Sick This Community Is Bc I Could Never Post This Kind Of Stuff On Insta Thank You

i realized how truly sick this community is bc i could never post this kind of stuff on insta thank you 3dblr 🫶🏼

anyways today was actually a pretty good day fasting-wise, i went up to some food and was so close to taking it and just didn’t. felt so in control of myself and actually so disciplined. i’m so ready for tomorrow.

did you imagine slicing the f4t off your b0dy with scissors growing up, or do you have a healthy relationship with f00d?

maturing is realizing that ana is just like a relationship. there’s a honeymoon phase, the phase after the honeymoon where you don’t look forward to st4rving as much and it’s starting to take its toll but you’re in too deep to stop, and the third phase where you see the most results, and everything is so easy from there it’s like second nature. it’s similar to a relationship in that people want to leave when things get hard not knowing that it’ll only get easier after. hope whoever reads this sees it as inspo to not give up and binge <3

Chic Diet (the book): Masterlist

Index in case you wanna read it...

(Like/reblog this in case you want to read that way. I'll be adding the latter parts soon and then i will edit this masterlist as I go)

FOREWORD

PART 1: THE FUNDAMENTALS CIGARETTES COFFEE (BLACK, NATCH) DIET COKE ADDERALL AMBIEN ARTIFICIAL SWEETENERS CHEWING GUM SPARKLING WATER CHAMPAGNE

PART 2: THE MECHANICS OVERDIGESTION BEING COLD DIURETICS FIBER LAXATIVES COLONICS

PART 3: I'M JUST TRYING TO BE HEALTHY JUICE CLEANSING GLUTEN SENSITIVITY DETOXING EATING CLEAN SUPERFOODS HEALTH BEVERAGES COCONUT WATER NON-DAIRY MILKS BARS ACUPUNCTURE GENERAL ORTHOREXIA EXERCISE

PART 4: UM, IT'S NOT A FAD… IT'S A LIFESTYLE VEGETARIANISM THE BABY FOOD DIET THE AIR DIET THE PALEO DIET THE RIDICULOUSLY LOW CARB DIET THE STRATEGIC STARVATION DIET THE RAW FOOD DIET THE ONE FOOD DIET THE TWO CUP DIET THE HCG DIET THE CABBAGE SOUP DIET THE I-CAN'T-SEE-IT DIET THE I'M-FUCKING-RICH-AND-GLAMOROUS DIET

PART 5: HIDE IT, BETCH BLACK SPANX BOHO CHIC ONE SIZE DOWN

PART 6: I'M PRETTY SURE THAT'S ILLEGAL COCAINE MDMA VALLEY OF THE DOLLS BANNED DIET PILLS

PART 7: FODDER FOR YOUR SHRINK COMPETITION MODERATION COMPROMISE LYING HISTRIONIC PERSONALITY DISORDER BEING A TOTAL BITCH STRESSOREXIA

PART 8: ALL THAT OTHER CRAY SHIT OCCASIONAL VOMITING CHEW-AND-SPIT HYPNOSIS THINSPIRATION PUBLIC EATING A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS SHARING IS CARING COACHELLA BOO, YOU WHORE

Yes I do love st*rving myself who’s asking