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i don’t want to be a certain weight i just want to be bones
okay i’ve decided that this weekend that i’ve been at my dads doesn’t count because he makes some good ass food
i realized how truly sick this community is bc i could never post this kind of stuff on insta thank you 3dblr 🫶🏼
anyways today was actually a pretty good day fasting-wise, i went up to some food and was so close to taking it and just didn’t. felt so in control of myself and actually so disciplined. i’m so ready for tomorrow.
deleted tumblr cause my bf caught on but then i reinstalled it cause i really do spend all my time on this app love you all 🫶🏼
labret piercing?? oh you mean another excuse not to eat! yeah i have that
i’m obsessed
“sorry i can’t really eat rn, my lip is still pretty swollen” i love it
honestly what i’m most excited for when i get sk1nny is to have small and cute butt and boobs. like i’m so excited you guys have no idea
so um. i just had instant oats with banana and honestly.. was not that good. and i ate it thinking it would fill me bc that’s what ppl said but i’m still hungry so would not recommend. i think im gonna have a monster to suppress + give me energy.
overall day was good except for all the c4ls i wasted on those oats 😒
✧* May 11th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
today’s cw
some bodie chex
+ personal notes/motivation :3
DISCLAIMER:
I am and always will be pro-recovery
this post is for myself and to find like minded community which understands my struggle
e/ds are an extremely lonely thing to go through, so if you’re not in this community pls just block
this is my third blog so far, and I hate having to remake just to be reported again and again (it’s so much work on both our ends)
✧ weigh-in:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 103.6 lbs (47.0 kgs)
bmi - 18.35
✧ b0die ch3x:
✧ misc:
note - I can feel the f4t growing back on my ribs and hips and it’s scaring the ever living shit out of me
reminder - I have to push myself harder, I have to remember not to eat/to refuse food/to portion control, I have to keep restricting until I reach my goal
p.s. - pls remember to take care of yourselves, even if you’re actively harming (whether it’s e/d or s/h), always practice damage control to minimize your long term suffering!
✧* May 12/13th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
no cw today :(
some b0die ch3x
+ a few f4st1ng l0gs!
DISCLAIMER:
Pro-recovery, always
Please block, don’t report
Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a
✧ b0die ch3x for May 12th:
✧ b0die ch3x for May 13th:
✧ f4st1ng l0gs from the last few days:
✧ notes:
didn’t have access to a scale today, which always makes me hella paranoid :((
also could’ve don’t better w f4st1ng these past few days…
BUT I gotta look on the bright side!
which is that I have a new THC-A vape AND enough nicotine to starve a small village :3