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shout out pickles, for being the safe food that keeps me from killing myself
Got an assignment for my nutrition class to track what I eat for 3 days…this is a dream and a nightmare for me
saw an impossibly thin girl who was also tall, had longer hair, and prettier curls than I did
about to starting gnawing at my desk out of jealousy
anytime I put together an outfit all I can think about is how much better it would look if I were skinny
I'm gonna go rabid, I need to be skinny NOW!
I can't stand the waiting that comes with starving
got asked, "did you lose some weight?"
this will keep me from killing myself for the next few days
need to get thinner asap i hate myself so much
ibx running on yt has the best treadmill workouts. helps me burn 300-500 extra cals, js depends on the workout, speed, n incline u choose
i love drinking 0 cal energy drinks right when i wake up. i like the burning feeling it gives on an empty stomach
progress 🧍🏻♀️ i hate how my legs look when i sit tho like why tf do they expand like that 😭
almost at 100 lbs oml 😭🙏🏻 currently 103.6
only reason i wash dishes is to burn extra calories 🥰 other than that ts boring asl
been off this app for like 2 weeks holy shit 😭 but i'm not too far from 90 lbs now ‼️ currently at 101 but i'll try to stay active on here nbs 😭🙏🏻 ts is destroying me mentally but it's the only way i feel decent ab myself. i'm addicted w seeing how far i can take this before something serious happens to me
0 cal blue razz energy drink for dinner is superior. also restricted my cals even more today n yesterday cs i ate a salad at a salad place yesterday n an acai bowl today in the morning. i'm terrified they're lying ab the cals 😭 doing good tho cs at least everyone is starting to worry now which means it's paying off. also felt like i was ab to have a heart attack running on the treadmill nbs 💀 vision got so bad n my heart felt weird along w my breathing lmao
ate some chipotle and i can't fucking throw it up fml. i keep trying but NOTHING. this js means i'm skipping dinner n drinking 0 cal energy drink smh
You gain a bit of water weight before your period starts, 1-3 days in it'll go away after the bleeding, stay hydrated girlies 💗💗
ED blog!!!
Loosing weight really isn't hard, it just takes discipline. I've lost about 11 pounds since April 4th and it feels so good knowing I'm on track, I noticed my wrists are smaller and my thighs don't brush against each other walking.
Today I cried because I think my mom's noticed my ED and she got me a 300kal plate of gummy sushi that I threw away then cried because I felt bad and googled how many calories were in tears.
Atleast I'm getting skinnier every time my stomach rumbles.
.·´¯⭐ving for this ¯`·.
What I need rn
Oh my god me and him were cuddling today and he called me skinny he's never fucking done that before oh my god guys I'm so fucking motivated
Actual question, would drinking a Celsius and sugar free mentos gum break a 24 hr fast??? Help!