69constellationsinatrenchcoat - misadventures of a queer disabled DID system
misadventures of a queer disabled DID system

No, there are not 69 of us but we are hiding in a trenchcoat.. medically recognised adult DID system studying to become a clinical psych. We are aware we make mistakes, we know we make mistakes, we're open to kind discussion!!!! 🇳🇿🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ Please remember, there is a person behind almost every post on the internet, including syscourse. Be kind.

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Rapture Ruckus' Song "Fictional" Is So DID (specifically Introject) Coded Once You Start Listening To

Rapture Ruckus' song "Fictional" is so DID (specifically introject) coded once you start listening to the lyrics closely.

Last night I had a dream, it felt so real

I woke up in a hospital

Please, doctor, tell me, is it all real?

'Cause it all feels so illogical

Snapbacks to these places that I've never been

Flashbacks to these faces that I've never seen

I feel it scatter like a hollow tick point blank

Waiting on the callback, tellin' me to fall back

And later..

They can knock me down now, but I ain't ever over

Is this real, or is this fiction?

This ain't what I predicted

Bangin' on the door till the door open

Drop me to the floor, though I ain't ever broken

Someone tell me what I'm missin'

Don't know what's real or fiction anymore

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..a few things..

knowing I’ve only got one shot at life, once it’s over, it’s over (this is both a motivator to die and to keep living.. lol)

the knowledge once im gone id never get the joy of listening to my favourite song again, same with discovering a new thing in a film, book or game i enjoy

or for that matter, the chance to see a sequel of a piece of media I enjoyed (at the moment it’s Inside Out 2)

sometimes it’s only the knowledge i have a letter or parcel on it’s way

and..

the looks on my friend’s face when i told her i’d attempted.. I can’t do that again, it doesn’t matter how much I want it: I can’t do that to her.

When you hate yourself so much, what posses you to keep going?


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˙ʇɐqʇᴉnɹɟ ɐ ǝɯoɔǝq oʇ pǝpᴉɔǝp ǝʌ,I

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Hold Me A Little Longer, Zelda Whispered

“Hold me a little longer,” Zelda whispered

“I’ll hold you for as long as your heart desires,” Link promised, embracing her even more.

Bitches will find a fictional man attractive and then immediately imagine him in situations where he is losing alarming amounts of blood


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