Me Petting The Hell Out Of My Cat After Watching The Lion King Just Represent How Much I Want To Hug

Me petting the hell out of my cat after watching the lion king just represent how much I want to hug and kiss simba, mufasa and the other lions in the movie because they look so cute and fluffy I just can't

Beauty standards

I know I'm not fucking beautiful, I know I'm so FUCKING fat that I don't look good wearing anything.

But you don't have to rub it in my face. Sometimes I want to look my best, and I want to believe that I AM beautiful, but you just have to throw me down like that don't you.

Thanks, dude. I'll probably just wear t-shirts and baggy pants from now on, and never wear boots.

Makeup

The first time I wore makeup was only because it was a norm, like when you go to formal parties and you need to look "presentable". That's the first time I fell in love with it. I love the way it boost my confidence, I love the way it made me feel about myself, like I was finally pretty. I love the compliments I got whenever I wore makeup.

But now, idk if it was the wisest choice I made.

Because now, I can't even go out without wearing a full-face makeup. But whenever I need to go out fast and don't have the time to wore makeup, or even going to the store near my house, I would wear a mask to conceal my face. I felt even more insecure with my own face. Especially when you had insomnia like me that made the panda eyes I got even worse.

If you ask me if I still love makeup I do, but sometimes I wonder if my relationship with makeup is healthy or not.

❝ loving you feels like a tide, it’s overwhelming yet it’s beautiful ❞

happy birthday serena, @youngwholock  ♡ ♡

one of my biggest fears is that one day I will be standing in front of a microwave waiting for my hot pocket to heat up and my microwave will suddenly explode, impaling me instantly with shrapnel