My Friend, Who Is My Main Impulse Control And The Mum Of The Group, Went To Disney For Our Break, And

my friend, who is my main impulse control and the mum of the group, went to Disney for our break, and last night our other friend physically restrained me from jumping in the bonfire at a party.

I-

Lack of common sense mixed with a death wish is a great combination guys.

Heh.

Guess who isn't getting Unus Annus merch because I was going to get the black founder hoodie for my birthday, but my aunt waited too long to put in the order so now the only size left is a 3x and the only thing left in my size is the pocket tee + long sleeve thing shirt bundle.

I-

I CAN’T

holy fuck...he just...i just...wowie

i have no coherent sentences to make i-

for eef

you give an aura of loveable cutie ngl

I-

You literally don’t understand how flustered I am.

I can’t take a fucking compliment for the life of me.

I want to sit beside you on a picnic blanket, with a little wicker basket open between us, filled with things like strawberries and grapes and small buttered rolls. To have you lay beside me, looking up at me as i talk of nonsense and dreams. To lean down and kiss you lightly on the lips, brushing your hair out of your face. To have you lay your head on my lap as I read poems in a jokingly dramatic way, making you laugh. To lay down next to you and gaze at the clouds in the sky. To kiss you. To be in love with you.

Y'all

If you ever need any proof that I have no common sense,

I just tried to dilute cough syrup

into a FULL glass of water, thinking it wouldn't be as bad.