:33 < Rant

:33 < rant

:33 < being a system is just.... so scary. i constantly have mental breakdowns, idont permit "myself" to look at "me" in the mirror, idont know who "i"am because iam not me. its a group of people. it feels so insane, like im not real. people call me by my name in which idont realise iam me or at least supposed to be. ihave so much confusion in life, so much amnesia and unawareness, its crazy. i just want to be freed and alone. we dont particularly like each other either. icant stare at myself normally. i seem to have to have a mental breakdown. ifeel so out of place. so abnormal. the others themselves get scared. we barely know who we are. am i the host ? really ?? did the actual host go dormant years ago ?? i question this daily because it dosent seem like im the actual me more like a fake version, or a figment of the original. a place holder. yea sure, icall myself the original, but am i really ?? maybe buzy knows, but then again buzy also is a little.... much. shes trying to.... well idont really wanna say it so yea. she wouldnt exactly be of much help. maybe all the others named s ? imeannnn theyre kinda the same as buzy. and its not exactly like we talk to eachother. imean yea, our headspace is super boring, but we kinda enjoy being alone and dont talk to eachother so iguess. thats. alright. idont know im probably just gonna stop this

:33 < cred: x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x

B33 < (gifs not linked are from tenor gifs which is not letting me link it. ido apologise.)

:33 < i.... may have gone a little overboard.... oops sorry anyan.... x33 dont question it :oP

B33 < ravenpaw stimboard (with paw stimz) for anyan !! hope you enjoy !! if you want me to change it a little (or perhaps shorten it xoD) ican !! just tell fang :33

:33 < (please note ido not know anything about the source)

B33 < genuinely sorry to my mewts who tag anything ive asked them to tag. i appreciate it so so so so much !! to the point where yall dont even understand !! but im sorry for "nepeta, buzy, and [REDACTED]" getting triggered over the word "stupid" or something 😭😭‼️ blame those three, its mostly them who ineed triggers for xoT /hj /lh but i really do appreciate my mewts triggering things, even the "silly" ones, im so grateful <33

The continuous bombardment and the ongoing genocide pose a significant threat to their well-being. What pains me even more is that due to the lack of medications in Gaza, my Mom, who is a type 1 Diabetis patiant and was scheduled for an urgent eye surgery, have had no access to insulin or any medical care for the past 3 months. Some of my family members sought refuge in the southernmost part of Gaza (Rafah) in tents. However, my parents, and sisters have no alternative place to stay, forced to remain in the Nusierat refugee camp, which is now the subject of continuous severe bombardment since christmas started.” Am on my knees requesting for your donations. Please help where possible.

:(( please support them if you can. if you could donate to them, that would be great :(

:33 < me: "hey tumblr, you have a trigger setting so ican filter out things we're not comfortable with ?"

:33 < tumblr: "yea !! just go to the filtering section !!"

B33 < me: "okk !!" (filters out the things ineed to)

:33 < tumblr: (doesnt filter it out when i specifically put it to be filtered out. wrote it word by word, including the exact spelling and it still doesnt get filtered out)

:33 < thanks a lot tumblr dot com

we share the some(?) of the same blood colour :DD

:33 < wayh please expailn ?? 0_= is this a good think ?? whad dows it mean :oP