All I Do Is Lay Around

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don't even know you at all

I don't know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say

That I'm officially missing you.

Your heart is like liquid sunsets♥️

U R the omega of my heart

The foundation 4 my conception of Love

When I think of what a black woman should be

Its u that I First think of

U will never fully understand

How Deeply my Heart Feels 4 u

I worry that we'll grow apart

And I'll end up losing u

U bring me 2 climax without sex

And u do it all with regal grace

U r my heart in Human Form

A Friend I could never replace

You weren't the boy I thought I knew

Maybe I was blind, I was young, I didn't have a clue

You were the topic of my lunch times

I'd bore the girls about our chance

And get upset when you didn't text back

I was warned by my brothers to find another lover

Stop falling for these boys who didn't want the same as me

And I was warned by my brothers to find another lover

Stop falling for these boys who didn't want the same as me

We all want a teenage fantasy

Want it when we can't have it

When we got it we don't seem to want it

We all want a teenage fantasy

Want it when we can't have it

When we got it we don't seem to want it

On days like this I sit on my rooftop terrace and reflect on my journey and the actions that were took to get me here. My emotions has been in the state of numbness praying I’ll be able to feel again. The goodbyes with no words... no explanation to why the continuous disappointments like I’m supposed to just know that you care with words but you never include action verbs. I need a cleansing and at this moment I can see the universe bought me to this location, a place to cleanse and be healed of my fears and the numbness. Rain on me...

I’ve watch us loved one another I’ve watch us grow I’ve watch loved everyone but each other I detox you detox I rather be with you on a sunny day never jade but we faded on love which creates a brighter day for the love we share you’re best friend my lover and all I’ve notice you have a ring on your finger but is it worth it I rather not say much because we’ve already wanna be involved I’ll give you my love my honestly I’ll give you the best I’ll be you’re knight and shining amour with that red S on my chest