As My Mind Runs Doing 90 On The Express Way, Playing Second Is A Game That I Wont Play. Candle Light

As my mind runs doing 90 on the express way, playing second is a game that I won’t play. Candle light vigual rest in light to what we did have, vulnerability is a bitch I admit but I must laugh. I fell victim to deceit and I won’t cry, not from the pain but because I wasted my time. Of the essence why’d I let you get another second? You full of gas had me thinking I was your only blessing. Wont reminisce it wasn’t real pure pulp fiction, Tarantino wrote your script so it was Oscar bitten. You sent ice cold chills down my warm spine, took my stars and my moon snatched my sunshine. No apologies can cure this you left my heart comatose, I have to end this masquerade take a bow this is our last show

No guarantee of sunshine when the forecast says rain. Some days I'm filled with depression and my love may be faint. I'm no angel in disguise please could you make your vision clearer. What you see in those rose colored frames is smoke and mirrors...

Some people talk about that love at first sight shit

To keep it real I don't know whether I believe it's true

But if it is than tell me if I'm wrong or right

If I fell in love with you before I ever even knew

I catch your eye then look away as if it never happened

At times I feel as though I'm caught up in a strange dream

If eyes could talk then mines would tell ya that I'm feeling you

Sometimes I swear your eyes be telling me the same thing... - J.Cole

I keep having this reoccurring dream of you and me spread across cool fresh white linen sheets with you holding me. Sounds of the lake by the oceans waves crashing as your heart beats against mines. Melanin painted on the canvas of those sheets and I still catch myself day dreaming constant thoughts in my head. Figments of my imagination running wild with all of the colors of the wind, reminiscing on all of your promise you said but never meant. Almost… I almost loved you. I almost imagined forever with you on countless nights…

A New York Love Story Part 2 cont...

He would create the nicest plate settings. Red ceramic apple plates with sterling silver Harchow flatware and Crystal Classic wine glasses with twenty four caret gold rims filled with the sweetest sangria by Madria . You lit the place with three red currant Prize candles simply enthralling. Sounds of Dizzy Gillespie’s ‘my heart belongs to daddy’ flowed through the speakers giving the moment pure bliss. Seated directly in front of me I couldn’t help but to stare into his pretty brown eyes and admire the ceaser cut he had received earlier in the day, his brush waves were deep like the ocean on a hot humid day. It was at that moment when he leaned in touching my face with a sweet soft caress speaking to my heart with his eyes. We ate the delightful meal holding intimate conversations about any and everything. With the table all cleared and the speakers spilling out my favorite song of all time Mint Condition’s 'You send me swingin’ we slow danced with our bodies so close my pelvis felt like it was molded into his grinding slowly. French kisses letting our tongues take control of the moment. Gently he began to remove my Crooks and Castle tunic exposing my red La Pearla bra which my size 34 C titties sat up perfectly in. Moving his kisses from my lips to my neck licking and kissing me so soft my heart melted. Removing my bra admiring the hardness of my nipples shaped like chocolate Hershey kisses. He went in. Sucking them uncontrollably my panties began to fill with the sweet necture of my pussy juices I yearned for more. Soft uncontrollable moans released from my lips as he lift my body onto the mahogany kitchen table removing my dark wash skinny Nudie jeans followed by taking off my matching red La Pearla panties. Diving right in kissing my precious pearl clit then licking the sweet nectar I moaned in pure extasy and began moving my pelvis up and down sexing his face. Sucking my clit harder and placed his tongue directly into the cave of my pussy moving it in and out. Enjoying the pleasures of his tongue the feeling began to increasingly get stronger and my legs began to shake forcing out a full eruption of cum into his mouth, I watched as he swallowed my love.

When in your eyes shine pictures of a time for us, I melt with love. When your lips kiss, silent words… Move the earth and shake my world