Wait, What If WHAT IF When Yoojin Sorted Hyunjae's Memory, They Were Going Through Places He Visited,

Wait, what if WHAT IF when Yoojin sorted Hyunjae's memory, they were going through places he visited, they were in front of Yoojin's old house right? So WHAT IF Hyunjae saw the memories of past and knew about what kind of relationship he had with Yoojin pre-regression when they were talking in that Switzerland landscape?? AND when Yoojin gave his memories to him at his bd party, he remembered that again??

Noone:

Me with lab reports due tomorrow: *writes another chapter*

(I haven't evem started doing them🥲)

I just reread dungeon picnic chapters and I have to admit I love hj-yj's relation after hj's birthday arc and am so fucking obsessed with it that I totally forgot what a jerk hj was before. And I often tend to forget it while writing fanfic too. I was trying to find a balance between caring shj and jerk shj and I thought I was doing a good job, but after rereading....

He's a total bastard, that shj-

He's frustrating to write- I love him- I hate him- but I love him-

I want him to be a jerk, but I NEED the nice shj too🥲

And it makes my day. It makes me feel like all the times I spend on that chapter, on that entire fanfic was well worth it!😭❤️

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As I get more and more into s-classes that I raised, I understand Yoohyun more. And its kinda sad.

He is the reincarnation of prominent fire. He isn't fully human. His parents felt there was some problem with him, so they left him alone, never cared for him. He was a subject of negligence. Others also avoided him. Yoojin was the only person who cared for him.

Yoohyun never understood human, their emotion and the complexity of it. He never understood society and how it works. And probably that's why he never understood the consequences of him leaving Yoojin and how badly it would hurt Yoojin and Yoojin's reputation, how badly people would treat Yoojin and how it'd slowly eat away Yoojin from inside.

That's why he never understood the complex feelings Yoojin would go through if he is to leave Yoojin.

Yoohyun probably knew Yoojin loved him enough to not stop hoping for his return(I think, because Yoohyun wanted to reunite with Yoojin once he had a strong position), but he did not know Yoojin loved him enough to endure all the mistreatment and still go to dungeon raid and all just to get his approval, just to be a brother that is not a burden.

And its sad. Its sad that he couldn't understand humans. That he was doing everything within what he could understand. That he didn't realize all of it will make Yoojin more and more sad.

As someone who had stuggles understanding emotions, society, interaction and human relationships, I know this struggle. And I find myself feeling sorry for a charcter I never thought I would(I used to dislike him) now I feel sympathy for him. And it made s-classes I raised all more sad for me :)

Honestly, I ADORE all the comments😭🤍 apways brightens up my day and my mood. People be thanking me for update, and I'm like- no thank YOU for READING🥹😭 and when someone mentions the tiny things I hinted- I DECEASE-

I want everyone to know that this is me every time someone drops a comment on something I've written: