Um. Im Coping

um. im coping

Twisted! Jay, She's here!

Jay was hard for me to figure out in the au, because I can't imagine that she'd act very differently. So I decided that she wouldn't be changed very much. I think the biggest difference is that she's more selfishly smart. Don't get me wrong, of the three of them, she is the one with the most actual morality! But a lot of her morals are basically just drilled into her from her navy training. She has a view of good and evil, and she's fully aware that the crew of the Albatross tip more towards the evil side.

In this au she immediately told Chip that she was a spy, because she pretty quickly figured out that if she betrayed him, he would kill her. So instead she decided to take the brutally honest take with him. Jay in this au rarely, if ever, lies to Chip and Gill. This quickly builds trust with them. It also means that she's the one who keeps them from just murdering people. She often tries to do the moral thing of saving people, and roping Gill in on it too.

Just because she's the goodest of the three, doesn't mean that she's a good person. If things are going wrong she'll do her best to save her own skin. She's so honest with the boys as a tactic to keep herself safe. In this au, Jay while honest, is very cautious and kinda closed off, no she won't lie, but she doesn't go out of her way to talk or share things about herself. In fact, she does her best to not piss them off. She is still a spy after all, even if they know about it.

COLE STYLE! (Non Canon compliant because Dakota would never Punch :( )

Had fun with some brushes in Krita

I miss origins :(

Recently I rediscovered the fact that Happy Together is in fact a song and it made think a bit too much about o!Phil and o!Sneeg.

Like, at it's base it's a quite cheery song about two people who have sworn to be together. Which makes me think a lot about how close Phil and Sneeg were, like they were always together, and loyal to eachother.

But then if you listen to the lyrics like, they're kinda obsessive, like, really obsessive. It sounds like the singer is obsessed with someone and like, trying to convince them to also be obsessed with them. Because listening to the lyrics, these two people aren't together. "Imagine me and you". And I think this more sinister and obsessive take to the lyrics really pulls into the whole villain and abandonment issues of o!phil and o!sneeg. Like, they are villains, but their main point of villainy is trying to keep the server together. They desperately want a family. And they want their family to stay.

Also like, the ending of the song seems to especially tap in to the obssessive-ness, like, the desperate repetition and build up of all the sounds. And also the addon of the lyric "How is the weather?" Makes me really think about Sneeg being left alone by the server, more more specifically Phil. He's growing desperate, and probably going insane from loneliness. He's asking "how is the weather?" Because he's wondering how it is for everyone else. Is the weather clearer where they are? Are they happy? It also feels very bitter to me, like Sneeg has grown angry at the idea of "happy together" because it's something Phil would've said, and now he's alone.

Anyways yeah, I miss origins, come home origins. Please.

Wtf it's not even been a week and there's already bangers being made

I SAID IT WAS COMING! First fan song of Wonderlust I've made, around Runt's first steps out of The Hole™ I'll get to Troy and Blink in between grad school when I can, already put off 3 hours for this.

can we PLEASE call them twink i cant get over the idea of “#jrwi twink” being real and true