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🌸🫶🏾hello! i'm an online writer, she/her!!call me kayla! i'm 18 but don't be a weirdo please be nice, and i'll do the same🫶🏾💕

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You Are Strong.

You Are Strong.

You Are Strong.

Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Fluff

Characters: Levi Ackerman x Black!Reader

Summary: You were going to bed at 2:30am when someone touches you inappropriately in the hallways. It reminds you of a past event. You eventually trick them and get to your office. You were met with your fiancé and break down into his arms, straight into a panic attack.

Warnings: Sexual Assault, Panic Attack, Cursing, Talking Of Past.

Walking down the halls of the building you worked in, the calm atmosphere relaxed your muscles. Being a squad leader is hard and even harder when an expedition is rather on its way or just happened. Somehow it's managed to get even harder due to the majority of soldiers who died in the last mission outside of the walls.

You prayed to every last family who had lost a loved one to the grotesque titans. No matter how much they scream and scold you for not being careful and leaving them behind to die. The process of grief is difficult and weird.

As a soldier, it really strikes you when you realise that you could've done something, anything, to save them but it failed. Evilness possessed everything even the life on all of the Walls; Maria, Rose and Sina. It hurts. Knowing that you have to live on.

That's why the breeze calms me down. The only thing that can't betray us humans. It's smooth-

Something cuffed you. What? You were pushed up against the wall and the person was revealed.

An MP?

"Ooo~ Do you look pretty in handcuffs.." They spoke, leaving you breathless. Their hands started to roam around you body. From your hips, upwards to your chest and finally they stopped on your neck.

You watched as they licked their lips hungrily. You couldn't do anything but watch. Why? Please. Move.

As soon as their lips connected with your skin, your nerves had sprung back into you. Suddenly, your leg bent and you kicked them straight in the crotch area.

"Augh! You rat!" They contorted in pain but you just ran. Somewhere.

Tears were building in your eyes as you questioned everything.

"What was that?"

"Should I tell?"

"Did they.."

You bashed open your door and locked it after yourself. Breaths increasing in speed. You lowered yourself to the ground and tried to compose yourself.

"Y/N?" Shit. Levi? No no no.

Before he could come any closer, you softly mumbled, "Please, don't.."

"Do you want some space..?" His voice was gentle and calming.

"N-no...please stay.." Your voice trembled and you soon felt arms embrace you in hug.

"It's okay love, let it all out." His hands ruffling your scalp. Soft curly locks around his fingers.

"He touched me...I don't know what to do..I don't feel safe... He's out there....waiting f-for....me...I can't-"

Before you could finished, tears flew out of your eyes and you poured all of your sadness into his arms. Sobs erupted from your mouth as you trembled in his comfort. The image of you barely escaped was embedded in your head.

"I'm so sorry love." He held you in his arms until you calmed down.

"Do you wanna sleep?" His voice soft with carefulness. You nodded, exhausted from the event that just occurred.

You felt him lift you up and take you to bed. His arms around yours, reassurance taking over you, words reminding you that you are strong.

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9 months ago

✧˚ · . i think...𓇢𓆸

- xᴀᴠɪᴇʀ -

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lately, the tension between you and Xavier has gotten worse with each passing day. the last time you both had a conversation was when you were in a meeting that was about your next mission. majority of your co-workers and your team had easily noticed the growing hatred that was spreading around the air. it broke your heart, it broke his but neither of you have the courage to talk it out.

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"stop acting stupid. that's all i'm trying to say?" his voice boomed with fury, reaching your ears in a disgusting tone. his cerulean eyes dark with disgust, staring at you like you've betrayed him. his demeanour crazily shifted from how he was before.

"how am i acting stupid? all i did was save that girl! you want me to let her die?" your voice didn't compete with his, you're carrying regret for something you didn't do wrong in. you were furious, yes, but showing that would only made that worse. your arms crossed as you mumbled under your breath.

"what was that? say it out loud." he walked closer to you, his steps heavy against the floor of your apartment. stepping back to keep a distance, your arm uncrossed just in case he lashes out.

"you could've died...huh? is that was you want? to be dead? that's selfish, you're being selfish. stop that." his hand lifted to his hip, his upper torso leaning over you.

"so what if i died? i would've died a hero. i barely got injured, it wasn't even that bad of a wanderer. any beginner could beat that." arguing back, his eyes widened at your statement. they turned black, you couldn't see xavier in them anymore.

you couldn't hear the soft voice of your love.

you couldn't feel his soft touch, just harshness.

you couldn't breathe.

your own eyes rose in size as you realised where his hand landed, straight on your neck. his grip tightened, leaving you no choice but to suffer under his gaze. he was crazy, he looked crazy. the pure evil in his face terrified you.

"barely got injured?! you broke your hand!! how dumb are you to understand that you're not destructible!!" his voice was what nearly made you cry out of pain, he was serious yet so aggressive.

"xav-agh- mhm-" you struggled to get his attention, your hand grasping his to try and pry him off, the other no use. his words weren't reaching your ears, they were mumbles; the ringing interrupted every letter.

you came to your last conclusion, you tap his arm thrice, harsh taps to be in fact. it was your safeword, but right now you couldn't do anything else. somehow, that clicked to him.

his eyes shifted back to its original colour, his hand loosing its harmful grip of your neck as he stepped back in horror. as his hands slowly retreated to his side, he tried to get a hold of himself; his mouth agape in surprise.

"fuck- are you okay? i didn't mean it. shit! um-" he scrambled to fine something to help your coughing fit, his last resort was getting some water. he handed the bottle to you before he helped you drink.

after, you held the counter, not daring to stare at him in fear that you might see that face again. your voice was soft and cracked with your gentle cries in between.

his mind cursed at him for doing something so idiotic, he knew that you won't want for him to be here. but his heart still broke when he heard those words.

"...i think you should go..."

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no one knew the story, only you and him. that same day, you had requested for another partner to work with. luckily, it was tara. but sometimes you can't hide stuff from your best friend. especially if she's with you nearly every day.

"babe come on. you're not fine. i know it. please talk to me." she begged and pleaded for you to stop keeping it in. she held you tightly as she rubbed your arm. her face the saddest it's ever been. she caressed your face with her other hand, lifting your head up to see your face clearly.

"you can always talk to me. i promise." her kindness watered your eyes, making you feel so loved and welcomed. sitting up straight, you sighed before laying your head on her shoulder.

"not yet tara...i think i should wait." your voice softened her ears, the tears embedded in your words. understandingly, she nodded while nuzzling her head onto of yours.

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"you STUPID idiot! how could you screw up this bad xavier?!"

shouts and yells echoed in every corner of xavier's apartment, your hands grasping tara's bicep as you begged her to shut up and leave. her finger in his face as she scolded him angrily. you had finally told her, preparing yourself for this.

"tara-" "NO. listen babe, i can't sit past this. he WHAT?!"

oh my gosh. pulling on her jumper, your voice increased in volume as well. "tara! come on!!" she squirmed in your grasp, her eyes full of so much emotion. you were started to get a little bit more excited the more she scolded xavier but you laughing would add fuel to the fire.

"what an idiotic boyfriend you are. i gave you one job- JUST ONE. and you mess it up. take care of her. simple instructions and you know what you said that you will take care of her until your last breathe. might as well stop breathing. my gosh, what a-

BANG!

she slammed her hand onto the wall beside her, the sound vibrating through the air. your eyes narrowed at her strength.

-fucking LIAR!"

finally moving her to the door, you tried to calm her down in your own words, only stopping to open the door properly, pushing her out gently. you hesitated to follow.

turning your head to face xavier, he was staring at you, in melancholy. a part of you wanted to have a conversation, one that lasted for as many hours as it took just for you two to go back to how you were before.

"babe! let's go."

it felt like stinging needles as you forced yourself to pull away from his dreadful eyes, tara watching you like a hawk as she let you say your last words.

"...i'll think i should go..."

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idk if i wanna finished this.

anyway

do not steal any of my work even tho they are trash!

date made: 29-31/05/24


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11 months ago

⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ - on time. - ‧͙*̩̩͙❆ ͙͛ ˚₊⋆

- ᴢᴀʏɴᴇ -

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warnings: kissing, swearing (once)

rushing through the roads of Linkon on your motorbike, your mind was cursing at you violently. time was not on your side today, you were late to work by 5 minutes, your mission pick up was late by an hour and now you're late for you hospital appointment.

that wasn't anyone fault. you did all that an hour ago but what really got you distracted was the new beverage shop that opened down the road to the Hunter Association's Building. The flavours were absolutely amazing to the point where after you got your drink, you went outside to stare at the new drinks that were in the shop.

bubble tea....blue raspberry slushy with your choice of candy...cappuccinos with a side-

you were taken out of your daze by the sound of a notification coming from your phone, at first you didn't care. it was probably one of those 'lower your volume!' messages. but your heart dropped when you noticed.

'2pm doctors appointment, Akso Hospital...' late!

2pm? 2pm...? rushing for the time again, the numbers 2:05pm reached your eyes as you jumped onto your motorbike and sped off.

normally if you were late, you wouldn't stress but still obviously apologise and give them a summary of why you were late but this wasn't just any boss, or any doctor in this case.

not any cardiologist. your husband. the same one who prepared your overloaded schedule and helped you in the morning to get up nice and early and be refreshed.

sprinting through the doors of the hospital, you made eye contact with yvonne, she sighed in relief as she quickly typed on the computer. she called you forward as she chuckled a little checking her watch before showing you the time.

"10 minutes late. oof. good luck." giving you the band around my wrist, she smoothed it but as soon as she stopped, you were lifted over someone's shoulder.

"hey!- what the fuck?!-" a hand was rested below your ass so you were firmly pressed against their body and didn't fall, but you knew who it was by the size of the hand and how high you were.

before anything could escaped your mouth, he interrupted you.

"i want an explanation as soon as we get into my room." you whined against the height, why was he so tall. but you also whined at his tone, he was strict.

"baby, come on! it's not my fault!" you practically begged him to hear you out. opening the door and making sure you didn't bump your head, he shut it behind him before throwing you onto the chair.

he went round to his desk, typing on his computer before staring at you. "a good 10 minutes late. what on earth were you doing?"

his finger went up, silently shushing you.

"and no lying either."

scoffing, you rolled your eyes, quickly apologising after he gave you a cold glare.

"listen, it wasn't my fault! there's this new coffee shop down the road and i got distracted! it's really good..?"

you knew he was already concerned about your new addiction to coffee ever since your co-worker gave you some. it's been your new favourite thing.

"but! it's actually very healthy and doesn't have much sugar? so that's nice."

he tried to hide his smile before getting your attention by standing up and telling you to come around his desk. obliging, you went around before you were pinning against the table. but he wasn't kissing you, or anything. he was doing his normal doctor duties. checking your heart beat, the pulse. your eyes.

his fingers rested on your neck as he stared at your eyes, hypnotised by the sight in front of him. his hand creeping up your hip as your leg rose to his waist. your hands touching his chest, caressing it slowly.

your lips slowly approaching each other, love in the air. your eyes closing...hands grabbing and fiddling until-

"hey zayne? i was wondering if-"

you two stared at greyson, his shocked yet chuckling face as he covered his eyes with his hand. slowly backing out of the room before rushing down the hallway to the other doctors room.

"that man!-"

about to rush after him, zayne grabbed your arm, bringing you closer and kissing your lips passionately. "remember-" your tongues shifting around the other before he let go. turning you around slightly and giving you a soft tap on your ass before laughing.

"be on time."

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do not steal any of my work even tho they are trash!

date made : 22/04/24


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10 months ago

y'all before you question me about zayne's lost and found messages, i'm trying to be like one of those writers who have stories that r like 7k words long?

IM TRYING TO COOK 💔 (zayne's will be out this week, promise)


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1 year ago
In This Masterlist, It Contains: Aot & Love And Deepspace!
In This Masterlist, It Contains: Aot & Love And Deepspace!
In This Masterlist, It Contains: Aot & Love And Deepspace!
In This Masterlist, It Contains: Aot & Love And Deepspace!

in this masterlist, it contains: aot & love and deepspace!

there will be no dark content such as rape — noncon dubcon, cnc — , murder, etc. but no kink shaming! we never know why they enjoy things !

☆ = smut!

◯ = angst!

ꕤ = fluff!

△ = suggestive!

♡ = crack!

➳ 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕚𝕥𝕒𝕟

ʟᴇᴠɪ ᴀᴄᴋᴇʀᴍᴀɴ:

you are strong. ꕤ

tw: sexual assualt.

ᴏɴʏᴀɴᴋᴏᴘᴏɴ:

pissing us off. ꕤ ◯

tw: arguing.

ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs:

aot unnecessarily raising their voice at you. ◯

tw: cursing?

aot when you have scarlet witch powers. ꕤ

➳ 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕤𝕡𝕒𝕔𝕖

ᴢᴀʏɴᴇ:

on time. ꕤ

let's talk ꕤ ◯

too big, hm? ☆

sweet taste ☆

xᴀᴠɪᴇʀ:

i always win ☆

i think... ◯

always tell me ◯ ꕤ

bitch boy ☆

sexi xavi ☆ꕤ

ʀᴀꜰᴀʏᴇʟ:

can't handle it? ☆

rafayel! ☆ ꕤ

i really cried. ☆

sʏʟᴜs :

deep desire ☆ ꕤ ♡

suck it. ☆

take both! ☆

ᴀʟʟ :

a dad's help ꕤ

riding that d! ☆

your queen ꕤ

➳ 𝕤𝕞𝕒𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥

groups , singular

1) lost and found - complete!

rafayel! ꕤ

xavier! ꕤ

zayne! ꕤ

2) crazy costume - complete!

rafayel! ꕤ

xavier! ꕤ

zayne! ꕤ

3) send the addy - complete!

all! △ ꕤ

4) to my man - complete!

sylus!

In This Masterlist, It Contains: Aot & Love And Deepspace!

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1 year ago
They Unnecessary Raise Their Voice At You.

They unnecessary raise their voice at you.

Genre: angst, hurt/comfort (fluff if you squint)

Characters: levi ackerman, erwin smith, hange zoe

Summary: they stupidly raise their voice at you.

Warnings: swearing, mention of neglect, insulting and lack of sleeping

They Unnecessary Raise Their Voice At You.

Levi Ackerman:

They Unnecessary Raise Their Voice At You.

It was an argument about his lack of sleep, you were concerned about it and decided to confront him. It wasn't that you were scoolding him, you wanted to help him or find a way to make sure that he was calmer. Healthier. That's all you want to do. Take care of him.

You were a squad leader yourself and you knew how hard it was to be a superior. Every day, you have to deal with it too. But over the years you found a way to be at peace with yourself and your body so you are better. It made you happier and more comfortable. And you know that I'll help him too.

That's how it started, you explaining your point the best you can, in a comforting way. But it didn't go as planned.

.You take a deep breathe and try to cooperate with him. Your tone soft and understanding but he didn't observe that. No way did you want to stress him out so you came to him when he was free and with a cup of tea.

"Listen Levi, all I'm trying to say is-"

You were interrupted.

"Oh my gosh, just shut the actual fuck up! I'm sick and tired..." He yelled and yelled as you stood there in front of his office, silently listening to what he was saying. He went on and on until he somehow got tired of shouted and straining his voice; another thing that can be solved if he listened to you

Once he finished, he sighed and ruffled his hair. Talking a deep breathe, he cursed under his breathe and held his desk. His head was hung low, black silk hair strands hovering over his face. You sighed and tilted your head, giving him a look of disappointment.

"Done?" You asked, unbothered, staring at him with annoyance in your eyes. To him, it felt like his mother scolding him and he somehow felt a little bit intimidated, only because he was in the wrong.

"..yeah.." He whispered and lowered his head in shame. His hand rubbed against his forehead as he realised his actions that he displayed.

"Did you feel better now? Did shouting at me for no reason make you have some type of dominance over me?" You stood your ground and stared him down with anger in your tone and face.

"Because if so then it was a very fucking pathetic attempt, Levi." Your words went straight to him as you put a hand on your hip. Your lack of submission was really showing in this one moment.

He stood, frozen as he realised his mistake. But he was also shocked at your sudden dominance over him. It felt unreal.

Your tone was no longer calm as you looked at him, angered. But he just stood there, having too much guilt to speak.

Erwin Smith:

They Unnecessary Raise Their Voice At You.

This one never yelled, no matter the situation he never shouted at you or anyone. Today, everything went wrong and he came home to you, preparing dinner. He sat down on the sofa as you finished off the food.

It took you down to the big pot, that contained a delicious meat stew, you heard Erwin groan and you turned around. Without hesitation, you forgot about the pot and it grazed against your forearm, burning the skin harshly. You yelped and held your arm. In the process, some food spilt onto the floor.

As you got a paper towel to clean up the mess, you heard someone storm over. Suddenly, you were pushed away and you fell onto your butt. Agonised whimpers came out of your mouth.

"Gosh, your so useless! I can't believe I'm married to someone so fucking clumsy."

Erwin, practically, spat at your face with annoyance. You sat there shocked but also pissed off? What?

"Excuse me? I'm useless?" You back chatted, not letting a man talk about you like that. Standing up, he stormed to the sofa again.

"Yeah, you are. Now hurry up and make my dinner. I'm hungry."

He yawned and put on a movie to watch on the TV. You scoffed and laughed. Your legs moved on their own as you went up to him. Grabbing his hair, you pulled it hard so he was face to face with you.

"Am I your fucking slave? After I waste my time to shop for groceries with my OWN money, cook for you by my OWN, do your laundry by MYSELF, help with YOUR assignments, help do YOUR hair, give YOU massages. But oh?"

You gripped harder as he was met with a dominant glare.

"I burn my fucking arm and i'm useless? Who do you think you're talking too?"

You let go off his hair and took off your apron. Throwing it onto the kitchen table, you storm upstairs giving him the middle finger.

"Make your own dinner asshole!"

Before you reached the end of the staircase, he was already calling your name and chasing after you.

"Wait Y/N!"

"Don't Y/N me!"

Hange Zoe:

They Unnecessary Raise Their Voice At You.

It was experiment week, and of course our one and only scientist was tired. Also for the last few months, many civilians have been harassing Hange and calling her survive at the Survey Corps useless since she was a woman.

It has been ages since you saw her in the house so you went to go visits her lab. You knocked, thrice, waiting for an invitation to come inside. After a few minutes, you gave up on waiting and opened the door slowly, seeing your lover on her desk.

"Hange? You alright, love?" Your tone was calming and soothing as you tried your best to approach her nicely. She didn't move and kept on ignoring you.

Your legs moved to her area and you sat down on the chair opposite her. You didn't touch her because she seems irritated. Her head was hung low and her elbows were on the desk, hands clutched together.

You waited before speaking up again, wondering if she was even aware that you were here.

"Hange-" You were interrupted abruptly as she slammed her hand down on the table.

"I'm FINE! For fucks sake your such a bitch! Gosh!"

You were shocked but sort of understood her anger. It could be stressful and even though you don't know exactly how much stress she's in, you had a similar experience in the past.

"Okay, do you want me to leave?-"

Her hand gripped her hair harshly as she scoffed, angrily.

"Yes! Fuck off you prick!" She yelled. All of a sudden, your comforting aura was replaced with a stern one. You narrows your eyes at her choice of words.

"Now tell me, how fuck does that benefit any of us?" You slightly yelled in the middle of your sentence . She flinched at your sudden change and look into your eyes.

"Did you like that? The way I shouted?" Your tone was a little calmer but still dominant and strict. You tilted your head and raised an eyebrow wanting an answer.

"No..." She replied in a whisper, slightly embarrassed as you hummed at her response.

"So how do you think shouting at me will help?" Then it was quiet. Hange stood still and she processed your words. She looked pissed to hear them but you knew that she took them seriously.

"Talk to me when you understood what I said, Hange." You exclaimed and walked to the door, shutting the softly not to startle her. Even though you were vexed, it was better to leave the argument then continue it.


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