33 (she/her, they/them, y'all) transgenderfluid, polyamorous, demi-pansexual, free roaming entity who likes all the things. poetry is my passion, life my field of study.
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What Kind Of Girl Am I?
What kind of girl am I?
One who doesn't wear make-up often,
Can't fix her hair up,
Loves to do her nails but loves to watch them fade.
I play games and eat food
Have a hard time drinking and smoking weed.
Dreams of relationships
But needs her solitude.
I am not the image of expected femininity.
My voice doesn't pass
My body doesn't pass
I don't pass.
I honestly don't mind
But I live with the assumptions I have of other people's thoughts.
Every sir I get
Every dismissal I receive
They hurt.
I hate feeling the need to do certain things
Just to be validated
But here I am
Wondering if I am doing enough.
Trying to just be happy in my own self
Some days are just harder than others.
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Sometimes I want to die
And that is ok
Because I know I don't really want to die
I just don't want to be in that moment.
So I outrun the dark thoughts
Stabilize
And look for something beautiful.
Then I smile.
The words you write have become very dear to me. For the life of me I can’t explain why, but the words you write have a hold on me and won’t let go. There’s something very special inside you, so please keep writing, and good luck with anything and everything you’re going through.
There have been few things that have filled me with the pride you have with this. Thank you so much, I am truly moved and so happy that my writings we're impactful enough for them to touch you so. I am also extremely appreciative of your kind words of encouragement. I don't write as much as I used to, but that is more a matter of life going well and personal growth. Hope to write more, with all the changes coming in my life I am sure I will be
Dysphoria hits hard sometimes.
I look in the mirror and I don't see what I want.
There stands an imposter
Telling me
"you'll never be loved
Never be seen."
It runs over and over in my head
Stealing every moment.
Soon I am back in the bed
Just trying to hide.
Pulling up blankets
Running from myself.
Sometimes I can escape it
Today isn't one of those days.
I do my best.
I know my heart.
Just exhausted by it all
Ready to be me
Inside and out.
