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Honestly Thought I Was Too Tired To Read But I Couldn't Help Myself. A Lovely Read, As Always ^-^
Honestly thought I was too tired to read but I couldn't help myself. A lovely read, as always ^-^
Ok just one more punk progeny won't hurt ~
Chapter 3: consent (part 1)
(Ftm trans Bright eyes - he/him pronouns)
Let it never be said that Samuel was proud of the way he had treated Bright when he was first turned.
He was harsh, however at the time it seemed appropriate considering Bright had essentially led Sam's progeny to his death.
Because of that, Sam had placed all the blame onto Bright since the beginning of his turning.
That combined with Bright eye's already existing young-adult-angst, newborn vampire emotions and a newfound hunger.....let's just say they didn't exactly mix well.
However it wouldn't be fair to leave out the struggling situation Sam had found himself in at the time.
He had a thousand excuses but none of them got him any sympathy from Bright. But its not as if Sam was looking for it.
He only began to regret his treatment towards Bright after meeting his darlin, Tanker.
Meeting Tank gave Sam a chance to better understand Bright.
Maybe it was wrong to say, but they had so much in common. And the way Tank talked about how they acted in their adolescents, it made sense that they got along with Bright so well.
Admittedly, introducing the two was a way to get Bright off his hands but funly enough, Bright having somone he could talk to that he knew wouldn't judge him was actually decreasing the amount of arguing Sam and Bright did.
So, when Sam got a call from William requesting a meeting, he wasn't anticipating it being about Bright eyes.
He assumed it would be something to do with Porter coming back or the upcoming summit, maybe Sam would be lucky enough to find out why he wouldn't be attending.
So you can imagine his surprise when William revealed that the meeting was about his troubled grand progeny.
His instant reaction was getting very quiet and eventually saying in a cold and serious tone
"What did he do?"
But William was quick to jump to his defence
"He didn't do anything Samuel, you have nothing to fear"
He said this but after a moment, William looked...unsure
Maybe it was a good idea not to mention the whole, broke one of my walls and burst into my office situation, thought William.
"With all do respect your highness, I don't believe you"
"I assure you, nore him or yourself are in any form of trouble"
Sam paused for a moment
"Then what is this meeting about?"
William sighed, Sam prepared himself for what was to come but no matter what, he would have never anticipated this.
"It is no secret that you two don't get along very well and with all due respect, it's gotten out of hand. I'm aware that your arguing has died down and you know that I am very sympathetic towards you, but tell me, how is Bright doing in terms of his vampire training in comparison to Fred?"
Sam felt embarrassed. He didn't want to seem immature for his treatment of Bright or that he was being petty in any way but he had to answer honestly.
"He's far behind Fred....but that's probably just cos he was turned by someone who was turned 2 seconds before him"
Despite his excuses, William looked like he had heard enough.
"Between your arguing and Brights inability to use and understand his powers, I'm sorry but I don't see you being his mentor going anywhere
It's unfair that your realationship has, though I'm sure unintentionally, stifled his learning"
Sam was defeated. William had made up his mind. And he had nothing to say about it.
Because he was right.
........
"So what do you propose we do?"
"Well~, I've been pondering this idea for a while now and I've ran it by Vincent and asked for the opinion of Bright eyes himself on the matter and~"
William reminded himself not to look so happy and to restrain his excitement.
"I would like to ask for your consent to take Bright eyes on as MY progeny".
Sam was dumbfounded to say the least. There was a part of him that was expecting that but it was such a small part that he didn't expect it to be correct.
After a long pause, Sam began.
"What did Bright say yo that?"
William explained that after telling Vincent, he then went to tell Lovely and Bright overheard them.
Sam assumed the worst, Bright bursting in and screaming at William and just genuinely being a brat.
He was prepared to start apologising for whatever Bright did on his behalf but then William went on to say that after he had explained that it was up to him, he calmed down and they had a quote 'delightful' conversion.
Sam couldn't possibly fathom the consept of Bright being 'delightful' but he listened on.
"So he said he'd 'think about it'?"
"Yes"
It was better this way, he knew that, but somehow, for some reason, it still hurt.
He had failed one of his progenys.
"You can have him"
He was about to leave but then somthing came to his attention.
"But before that I have one question...
Why? Why go through all this trouble? Why NOW?"
Sam mentioned to Tank before this meeting that William wasn't one to do things just to be nice but he couldn't think of any other reason why William would want to take in a punk like Bright eyes.
The real reason was simply because......he couldn't help himself.
Every time he has had a new progeny it's been the same.
He couldn't help himself with Alexis and she was a.....disappointment to put it harshly.
So he said "no more. Never again"
Then he saw Vincent and he COULD. NOT. HELP. HIMSELF.
So he said "one last one"
Porter was a different story all together.
And now there was Bright eyes.
He had accepted by now that when he sees a troubled vampire youth he simply cannot help himself.
But he wasn't about to tell Sam that.
"Well....you know the summit is coming up-"
"Ah right of course-"
"Let me finish"
William knew what Sam thought about the summit. That it was just a huge pissing contest and an excuse for vampires to show off to each other.
While he did have a point, it meant more than that to him.
"I simply meant that it would be most convenient to make this kind of decision at this time because if he says yes then its just easier to make arrangements for his coronation. As you know I won't be attending this year so I'll have yo make arrangements for what to do regarding that"
That did technically answer the question of "why NOW" but Sam wasn't convinced.
I guess we won't know until he decides, thought Sam as he got up from his chair and left.
Bright wasn't his problem anymore....so why did he feel so...
Disappointed in himself?
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Audio RP | Realizing How Much You Love Your Incubus Boyfriend [M4A]
Would you look at that, I actually finished a fic for the first time in too long and made something to promote it with! I'll admit I'm kinda proud u-u
You can read "It's My Favorite," a fluffy Gavin/Freelancer one shot ->here<-
Also, this is the second time I made this post because the first time I somehow fucked up the link even though I straight up just copied it from Ao3? So please tell me if the link sends you somewhere that isn't the fic described above. Anyway, I was originally going to go to sleep now, but seeing how this is apparently a thing, I will not be able to get a moment of rest tonight. So yea. I'll be here to respond to anything and everything you have to say all night long.
[The barcode reads "Marriage-Fluff" in case you were curious]
Will I keep reblogging every single part of this and talk about how much I love this story until the author gets tired of me? Yes. Yes, I will. Anyway, this was great to read before (probably) heading to bed ^-^
Ok just one more punk progeny won't hurt ~
Chapter 3: consent (part 2)
(Disclaimer: treasure and Bright eyes are the same person in this fic so just assume 3 things before reading, 1: Bright knows Porter is a vampire and vise versa, 2: I can't afford patrion but I do know what happend In the BA so if you have seen it just assume that they did bite each other they just didn't drink each others blood, 3: Bright dosnt know that Porter is a solaire. Got it? Ok)
TW. Mentions of mental health issues, abandonment issues and Foster care. Bright is ftm trans and uses he/him pronouns
Vincent and Bright had interacted before but not enough for Vincent to not feel nervous about talking to him. Especially about this.
William had told him what happened with Bright and that his answer was that he'd 'think about it'.
Now obviously Vincent wasn't going to sway him one way or the other,
But William had given him the vampire equivalent of 'dad's belt' for gossiping and causing that meeting with Bright to happen earlier than expected.
Besides, Vincent saw how egger William was to take in Bright so he just wanted to show Bright just how sweet this deal could be for him.
If he could just pluck up the courage to just walk over to him!
Just then, Vincent noticed Bright was stretching and groaning in a way that suggested he was stiff or in pain.
The perfect conversion starter.
"Ruff night?"
Bright turned his head towards him.
"Hmm? No actually, I had a great night"
He said this but still stretched out across the common room's couch.
Vincent knew what that meant, of course he did, he was Vincent!
"Yeah?~"
He didn't know where this 'small talk' was going but he was genuinely intrigued.
"Yeah. Went out, fully intended on getting wasted after a long and confusing day but then ran into some old friends and I hate getting drunk in front of people I know, so I got stuck as their double D-"
"Their what?"
"Double D, designated driver"
"Oooohh! OK continue"
"So yeah I got stuck, sober, then all of a sudden this guy comes up to me, lays it on real thick, so we started talking and I'm sure you of all people can figure out what happened after that"
"Wow good for you"
Bright hadn't told anyone this but he had met some of his and Fred's old friends from before....yeah.
You'd think they would have been a little bit concerned considering he and Fred had been 'missing' for ages now, but no.
When he finally sees his old 'friends' again....they didn't even care.
And yet, he still felt like he owed them for leaving and never coming back, so that's why he endured being their DD.
But a certain someone recently taught him that he didn't need to do that anymore.~
"He was also a vampire, which was kinda cool"
"Well I'm glad your mingling with vampires other than Sam and Fred"
There was a moment of silence between the two but then Vincent reminded himself of why he started talking to him in the first place.
"Speaking of mingling with other vampires, I heard about what happened with William"
Bright didn't answer
"And I also know I'm kinda what caused it so I came over here to apologise, it wasn't my news to tell, I'm sorry"
Bright's face went a lot colder than it was before but he still answered him, only he didn't look him in the eyes.
"It's cool, whatever..."
"Well I got the vampire equivalent of 'dad's belt' for gossiping about it so I thought I'd make it up to you"
Bright's face sofend with curiosity.
Vincent continued
"I thought it would be a good idea if I showed you what perks being a solaire Prince comes with"
"Wait-wait-wait!....Prince?"
Vincent held back a smirk.
"Yeah, William is the vampire king so becoming his progeny would make you a Prince, like me. I mean he's not your maker so you probably won't have the same level status as me or alexis but you'll still be classed as 'Prince'".
Bright eyes stared, starstruck. He remembered being a kid, running around with the "other girls" who were all dressed up like princesses, laughing and screaming with him chasing after them. He got yelled at for it later but he just didn't want to be a Princess.
He wanted to be a Prince.
And now, years later, literally after death,
He can be.
"Huh....I guess I never realised that..."
"Well It can be pretty cool, and since your considering it, I thought I'd give you a rundown on what it's like"
"What dose that mean...?"
"It basically just means,
Do you wanna go shopping with me?"
Vincent realised that this was a really long winded way of asking him that.
Bright then looked dead serious and got up from the couch, looked him in the eyes and said
"Vincent, I'm a gay, trans man who grew up with f*k all money
Of course I want to go shopping with you".
"Isn't she gorgeous?"
Bright looked In awe at the car Vincent was showing him.
He whistled
"Sweet ride"
"I know!"
He was smiling ear to ear.
"Wanna ride IN it?"
Vincent jingled the keys
"Can I drive?"
After Bright asked that, Vincent no short of belly laughed.
It took him a moment to pull himself together, but when he eventually managed to stop laughing he looked at Bright and coldly said
"NO"
Vincent opened the car and Bright slid in after him.
The sun had just gone down.
Bright still hadn't gotten used to the whole 'sleep-all-day-and-stay-up-all-night' deal. Usually he was a master at the 'stay-up-all-night' part but not so much the latter.
And considering what happened last night...let's just say he wasn't exactly 'Bright eyed and bushy tailed'.
"Could we get coffee while we're there (Wherever we're going)"
"Yeah of course"
Vincent wanted to avoid awkward silence as much as possible, he also genuinely wanted to get to know him, the real him.
Not the one Sam had told him about.
Besides
It could be cool...having a little brother.
"Sooo...your 'thinking about' being William's progeny?"
"Yep"
.....
"Can I ask why?"
Bright sighed
"Well it's like this, I hate being Sam's progeny, it sucks! Nothing I do is ever enough and whenever I get mad or frustrated that I'll never be as good a vampire as Fred HE gets mad at ME because it's my fault...its all my fault...
But it's not like I don't know that and it's not like apologising is gonna fix anything...."
Vincent took a moment to take all this in.
From what Sam had told him, Bright was just a punk with a bad attitude who couldn't accept the blame for what happened at wonderworld and was a jerk to everyone.
But that's not what Vincent saw.
He just saw himself.
Or who he used to be.
Bright had accepted that what happened was his fault, he just didn't think apologising would do anything.
"So...why not take the offer right away?"
He really didn't want to seem like he was trying to swing him one way or the other, he just wanted to know why he wouldn't, since he hated Sam and Fred so much.
"Because....im used to being passed around from person to person, I hate it. I don't want to be reminded of that feeling again. Especially if William at some point figure's out that I'm not the little broken kid he clearly thinks I am, cos to be honest,
I really am the worst"
.....
"What do you mean...your used to it?"
"Oh! I'm a Foster kid"
He said this much more casually than he did just previous statement.
That did make a lot of sense to Vincent though, and it did clear up a lot. However his reason for why he won't take up William's offer was... worrying.
But low self esteem was definitely something William could help with.
Most of Bright's problems could probably be solved by this agreement.
But that wasn't for Vincent to say.
"Well...im sorry"
"Don't be, its cool......your cool"
Vincent looked at him but he was facing the window
He chuckled.
"So what did you think of William?"
Bright perked up but then looked embarrassed
"Hes cool too..."
"Uh huh, hes been known to have this...power over 'troubled vampire youth'"
Bright scoffed
"I guess...there was just something about him that made me want to-"
"Trust him? Respect him?"
"Yeah! What's up with that?! Does he have like a....genetic dominance over other vampires or something?! I respect NO ONE THAT quickly!"
Vincent began laughing at his sudden outburst
"No, hes just kinda...like that I guess. It pissed me off SO much when I first became his progeny, but you don't seem as upset about it"
"Yeah well...its like I said
He was cool".
Vincent wanted to go on but by now they had reached the parking spot of their location.
"OK looks like we're here, get out"
They both left the car, Bright waited by the car as Vincent paid for the spot.
It looked like this was a regular spot for him
And probably Lovely too, thought Bright.
When Vincent came back from paying, Bright and him walked into the mall.
"So, coffee,"
"Oh god yes"
As soon as they stepped into the building, a Starbucks was waiting for them.
Bright practically ran up to it, put his hands on the counter and asked for a caramel macchiato with as many shots as they were legally allowed to put in.
When Vincent caught up to him he made his order and sat down at the nearest table, Bright joined him.
"So, based on that order I'm guessing the whole 'up all night and sleep all day' thing has been kicking your ass?"
"Keen observation, but aren't we suppose to not talk about that sort of stuff in public?"
Vincent shrugged then gestured towards their surroundings
"Bright, look around, it's getting late and no one is here! Besides vampires have....culturally been known to ummm not ignore covert but....bend the rules a lil"
"Huh...?"
"It's like that one bad stereotype that is completely true"
"Here are your orders guys!"
The batista gave them their drinks after they both thanked her.
They took a minute of silence just to indulge in their drink of choice.
Vincent was way more comfortable around Bright then he was before actually getting to know him.
From what Sam had said, he had assumed he'd be more....hostile....? But he wasn't, he was just like any other newborn but with the added angst of abandonment issues and god knows what else.
After Bright had taken a few sips he looked up at Vincent
"So what's the actual plan here? Like yeah we're at the mall but WHERE are we going?"
"Well I just thought we'd hit my usual spots, clothes shopping, maybe get some snacks and then head down to 711 or something"
Bright nodded.
"OK so basically everything you do with Lovely? Got it"
"Y-yeahh but please don't phrase it like that, it would be a lil weird considering who you would be to me if you agree"
Bright shot him a look of confusion.
"What do you mean?"
"Well" Vincent took another sip from his coffee "there's this general consensus that a mentor is supposed to act as a parental figure to their progeny, which means there progenys are kinda like siblings, at least that's how most of us view it...thats how I view it"
Bright paused. He had had many 'parental figures' throughout his life, none of them were ever permanent or knew how to handle him and his attitude.....why would this be any different?
He had also, as a result, had many siblings, but next to all of them were younger than him and if they weren't they were always older sisters.
He'd never had an older brother before.
"So...William's like your dad?"
"Yeah but just don't ever call him 'father' ok?"
Vincent seemed serious, it made Bright eyes a little nervous
"O-ok why?"
"He gets super defensive about how he's not a father"
"O-oh, yeah, right"
Bright's head hung a little but he didn't know why.
He didn't want another failed attempt at a father figure to be added to the list so why was he-
Vincent interrupted his train of thought when he tilted his head down to be at eye level with Bright
"But he IS like a 'dad' he will always tell you that".
Bright's head perked back up, still not knowing quite why
"But thats only if you agree that is now come on you can finish that on the way, I have a shopping craze that needs to be satisfied"
Bright got up, sipping his coffee along the way, then a smirk crawled on his face as a thought popped into his head.
"Hey you got turned when you were like 2 years older than me right?"
Vincent looked back at him, worried where this conversation was going.
"Y-Yeah why?"
The smirk got wider
"So do you shop at forever 21?"
After saying this he bust out laughing
"Oh you lil shit come here!"
Vincent said playfully.
He lunged for him but Bright ducked and ran, Vincent followed on.
There was basically on one there, it was like back in the old days when Bright and Fred would check out abandoned buildings together.
For the first time in ages, Bright didn't let that memory bother him, he just ran and howled playfully with Vincent on his tail.
And it was awesome.
After a while the two got out of breath, but Vincent caught up to him and not very hard and with little effort, pushed him to the ground.
They both just laughed for a moment, Bright still on the floor.
"OK OK you've had your fun, now come on, up"
He extended his hand towards him but he got up without it, not in any rude way Vincent just figured he didn't need help.
"So we ran past a couple of the shops I had in mind, wanna WALK back to them?"
"Yeah sure"
They went into the first clothing shop they saw and started browsing.
After a while, Vincent noticed Bright trying on a couple of accessories, chains, hats, shades ect.
"You thinkn of actually buying some of those?"
"Oh god no, some of these prices could pay for the second half of my surgery, I could never afford this!"
A smirk crawled on Vincent's face, he had been waiting for this moment.
"Oh, you think YOU'RE paying for these?"
Bright's head turned towards him so fast the shades he was wearing fell off his head and onto his face, covering his eyes.
He slowly lifted them back up then asked
"Come again?"
Vincent then reached into his wallet and pulled out what could only be described as a 'fan of credit and debit cards'.
Bright was flabbergasted.
"Dare I even ask? You aren't a stripper are you?"
Vincent gave a one note laugh.
"Ha! No no no this is just a solaire thing. What you didn't think Prince was synonymous with rich?"
Bright pulled himself together and stepped closer to him and sheepishly took one of the cards and went up to the desk to pay for the accessories he had on.
Vincent watched on and smiled to himself.
After no short of ransacking as many places as they wanted, the two left the mall but left the car where it was.
"Umm, what about your car?"
"Hm? Oh! Were just going around the corner"
It was pich black outside, when they turned a corner the only sorce of light....was the 711 stood before them.
It looked almost holy and it might as well have been with the way Vincent was gazing at it.
After a moment of watching Vincent bask in its glory, Bright felt a sharp pull on his sleeve and was pulled into the store.
Bright didn't exactly appreciate being pulled around so when they passed the threshold, he snatched his hand back.
"OK JD keep your pants on, it's just 711"
"I'm going to pretend you didn't just say that because I've enjoyed our night so far. Now follow me"
"OK but I can walk on my own"
Bright followed him through the aisle, 'freeze your brain' now firmly stuck in his head.
Coincidentally enough, when Vincent stopped, Bright was met with the infamous slushy machine.
"You literally dragged me here...for slushys?"
"No I did not 'JuSt DrAg YoU oUt HeRe FoR sLuShYs' I brought you here to enjoy some ice cold liquid gold, after a long and and eventful night! Now pick your flavour, come meet me at the counter and go outside so we can sit on the sidewalk and chill!"
"OK OK, gezz"
Bright picked up a cup and pressed the blue raspberry and cola flavours.
Vincent went round the corner to get more snacks so Bright did what he was told and went up to the counter.
Vincent came back with his 'supplies' and slushy in hand.
He paid and they both went outside.
Vincent took a big gulp (hehe) of his slushy and listened to the silence for a while.
Until Bright eyes spoke up
"Do you think I should do it?"
"Do what...?"
"Agree to be William's progeny?"
Vincent hesitated.
He did have a lot of fun today, Bright wasn't a bad kid and he could tell that William liked him a lot.
But this wasn't about him.
"Well...I know you and Sam don't get along, I also know that kind of person William is and yeah being a solaire dose come with its perks
But I don't think I should sway you one way or the other.
Listen, I know this must sound bullshit but when I was first turned by him, I was so much like you that it kinda scares me"
"Oh f*k off"
"No, I'm serious. I had the same realationship with William as you have with Sam. So if I were you, knowing what I know now, I'd stay with Sam....but I'm not you and I don't think that thats really what you want"
Bright sighed and took a swig of his slushy.
"Yeah well...I think I'm still gonna marinate on it, ask around a bit maybe get to know you guys better"
"That sounds good"
That's way more than I did, thought Vincent.
"It's so funny to me, you'd think me and Sam would get along better considering how much we have in common"
At first Vincent thought he was being sarcastic but then he thought about it, then he asked
"Wait.....what are you talking about?"
"Oh yeah I forgot everyone leaves this part out....
You know what happend in wonderworld right? Sam told you?"
"Y-yeah"
"Well...you know that he was turned by Sam and that Fred turned me but what no one seems to know or care about.....is that I didn't want him to. I wanted him to stop. I didnt know exactly what he was doing but I couldn't. Make him. Stop.
Who knew being turned without consent was a big 'no no' am I right? I only found that out after it happened. Anyway its getting late or I suppose early, I can finish this I the car, you coming to or what?"
Bright stood up and walked towards the car but Vincent just sat there trying to take in everything that was just said.
Why did no one tell him that? Why dose no one know about that?! And how long was it before he found out that that wasn't OK?....
All these questions flooded Vincent's mind but he snapped out of it when he saw Bright waiting alone by the car.
What could he possibly say after that....?
The car journey back was deadly silent. Vincent realised why he was so scared to talk to Bright in the first place. He was worried that Sam was wrong about him, scared that all the things that Sam seemed to hate about him were just the same things HE did back then, scared that William would-
"Oh man I love this song!"
His spiraling, intrusive thoughts were interrupted by the sound of "dear Maria count me in" and by Bright's excitement when it started playing.
Vincent began to smile, he let himself ignore what Bright said before and let the sound of his voice overshadow the sound of his mind.
Eventually the two were belting it out together, Vincent lowered his roof and Bright stood up in his car, hands up, still singing as loud as he could.
That crazy kid.
Taggs - @darlin-collins
(Also let me know if you want to be tagged in the next chapter)
I love how anytime I publish the first part of a multi-chapter project, not even a day afterward I randomly decide to make major changes to it. And by that I truly mean major changes. The kind that have me remove/add tags on the fic on Ao3.
Anyway, I'm turning my recently started one-shot collection project (the Darlin&David qpr one) into a cohesive work now. Yay for that ._.
Audio RP | Your Pack Beta Wants to "Hang Out" With You
Ao3 was about to delete my draft so here you go, the first chapter of my first multi-chapter project for this fandom woo! (unless you count "Undying")
"Please and Thank You," much like my other works, is going to be a collection of connected one shots guiding you through pre-canon David and Darlin's first "relationship" in which they discover each other and themselves.
(Yes I made the thumbnail before going to bed, yes I rushed it, yes it still looks fantastic stfu)
Preparing and drafting this fic has been quite the passion project for me as it is my first time writing a queerplatonic relationship, so I'm very excited that I finally get to share the first part! Despite all that, please don't expect regular or fast updates because I am very slow at writing stuff ._." But yea, this is my "aromantic author writes qpr appreciation fic" thing and I'm very happy about it.
Anyway, this was too long of a rant already so yea. Check out the fic ->here<- and let me know how you like it!
[Barcode reads "comfortable-with-me" in case you were curious]
Me, wearing flannel, ready to do housework (paint a kitchen): I'm channeling my inner 40-something-year-old southern vampire dad today u-u