I Think Most Are Better

I think most are better

Better at every type of art

Photos, poems, writing

I sing quietly,

I dance uninspired,

All I can feel is that weight

That presses against my heart

Heavier and heavier

I never can describe the numbness

The sinking in my chest

Like a stone into the ocean

Im meant to explore and understand

I am no pilgrim

I write, afraid

Afraid of my betters

I sink into the sand

Of the sea floor

I wait until I get up again

To renew the cycle of

Wake, walk, return.

Changed my space around a bit. Its color coded now. I need more green and yellow apparently

10/13/20 - Awake at 12AM

Ballroom dancing with a skeleton 

A girl with no face 

A pressure under my ribs 

A pain above my left hip 

Jerked out of it

Events

Celebration will be welcome See Salvation

Small honor in recovery

Decide This is the last call

Decide The final stand

Remember home

Announcements

Eerily quiet… Command broken Much harder then need be

Impossible to see Trouble in hand

Masks suggest release See the picture

A design for the enchanted tattoo “Eldritch Maul.”  It went through a couple phases, but I’m really happy with this end result I picked. If you guys want a specific sigil or design, let me know! I'll do 'em for free