I Am Disgraceful

I am disgraceful

Wet shame rolling over

Cheeks paled from lack of sun,

Blood, and warmth

Take me home,

Its where I want to be

My bed is temporary comfort

I just want to go home

Where ever that may be

Queen Anne's Lace!

My favorite so far! It was surprisingly fun to draw and not a pain in the ass like the Allium was

The milk goes bad in two days

Stale

I complain I complain

The bagels are probably moldy

I complain I complain

Excuses excuses

When all I can think is that

I starve for I deserve it

I need to stop eating for I have

Grown fat and lazy in my time

I have gotten weak and tired in my time

Complain complain

Do not get up

It is not worth it

Do not eat

For you do not deserve it

Its just blood

You'll get over it

Nothing but hormones

Overwhelming the soul

Don't take it seriously

It will go away after a week

A month

A year

Nothing so permanent as

This sickness for

The rest of

Your measly life

I feel so guilty

To do nothing

In a time of turmoil

In a time of fear

Afraid to bring something home

That will kill my mother

Yet how we wander

To store to store

I am afraid

Not of responsibility

I am afraid of action

To work, to work, to die in work

I need money to live

I am afraid to live

To leave my comfort

My home

To work in a pandemic

No one is taking seriously

What drives a fake cowboy

In a town of plastic cars

Spite, hard-headedness,

Nothing I have

Despite the plaid

Despite my birthright

So go on cowboy

Hiding at home

Afraid of the world

That doesn't need you

General

For all, For a better tomorrow,

Voice, Banished

I, rotten flesh

Heal if wounded,

I, rotten flesh

Some still wander the forests

Sitting abandoned, Wild, wandering

The feeling it evokes, A blank page

It was observing from shadow

Continue on Like what you said

Life gone, How long we

SUFFER FAIR SOULS

End it here