I'm Restarting My 100 Days Challenge Because I Had To Take 5 Days Off, Due To Some Mental Health Reasons.

I'm restarting my 100 days challenge because I had to take 5 days off, due to some mental health reasons. I don't want to say sorry for failing or so (I didn't hurt anyone), because while this is a disappointment to me I'm taking it to push me through harder. I don't why I'm writing this honestly, but it's to settle things in my brain.

I wanted to delete my posts but decided not, I don't want to erase a mistake just make me feel better.

I also start school in two weeks as a first year in SHS. So, I'll be preparing for that. I also haven't settled my past school year since I was homeschooled. It's hard and stressful, but I'll get through it. I'll come stronger.

I'm rooting for you, if you're reading this.

Day 4 over 100 Days of Productivity

07.29.2021 Thursday

Slow day today. Only did some leisure reading since every part of me felt on low energy. I pushed myself to do my workout but I can't say the same for academic stuff. I'll try to make up for it.

Let the Sunshine Heal You.

you know what’s a better question than “is this too self-indulgent?”? “is this self indulgent enough?”

because, like, damn, maybe there just aren’t enough kitty ears in this story! maybe there isn’t enough homoerotic tension! maybe that character’s backstory just isn’t tragic enough!! we won’t know until we really ask ourselves these questions.

6 Things People Don't Always Tell You About Studying

1. you ace tests by overlearning. you should know your notes/flashcards/definitions basically by heart. if someone asks you about a topic when you’re away from class or your notes and you can answer them in a thorough and and accurate answer, then you’re good, you know the material. 

2. if you don’t understand something, it will end up on the test. so just don’t disregard and hope that this specific topic won’t be on the test. give it more attention, help, and practice. find a packet of problems on that one concept and don’t stop until you finish it and know it the best. 

3. sometimes you just need that Parental Push. you know in elementary school, they would tell you “ok now it’s time for you to do your homework! you have a project coming up, start looking for a topic now!” ONE of your teachers might be like this. be thankful for it and follow their advice! these teachers are the best at always keeping you on track with their calendar. if not a teacher, then have one of your friends be that person that can keep you accountable for the things you promised you would do. 

4. you just need to kick your own ass. seriously. i know it sucks and its hard to study for two things at once. BUT. I DONT CARE IF IT’S HARD. you need to do it and at least do it to get it over with because you can’t keep putting things off. If you do, you will eventually run out of time and you will hate yourself. force yourself to do it. i made myself sign up for june ACT even though there’s finals because if i didn’t, i probably never would. like do i think i’m gonna be ready in one month? probably not, SO I BETTER GET ON IT AND START STUDYING! 

5. do homework even if it doesn’t count. if you actually try on it, then you will actually do so much better on the tests, it’s like magic. 

6. literally just get so angry about procrastinating that you make yourself start that assignment. I know how hard it is to kick the procrastination habit. I have to procrastinate. So I make myself start by thinking about my deadlines way early. I think, “oh i have a presentation in three weeks (but it really takes 2 weeks to do), i’ll be good and start today.” when that doesn’t happen, you say you’ll do it tomorrow, and this happens for like the next four days. I get so mad at myself for not starting when i am given a new chance to do so with every passing day. By that time, you actually have exactly how much time you need for it AND you were able to procrastinate the same way you usually do ;)