1 Over 100 Days Of Productivity, And Yes.. I Restarted.

1 over 100 Days of Productivity, and yes.. I restarted.

7.26.2021 Monday

I woke up at 4 am today because of some weirdly alarming dream. There were no exam stress or monsters under beds stuff, it was just very peculiarly distinct.

I only got to studying around afternoon. I was trying to practice my active reading skills with a bio book that I’m gonna use for senior high. After that, I put some page markers on notable concepts that *might* be our lesson (I'm referencing to my country's educ level guideline). I'm very bad at math. Laugh at me, I'll join you too. I'm trying though, desperately might I add.

Here's the banner for the day, bubs. (yes ill be repeating this based on my mOod)

I'm restarting my 100 days challenge because I had to take 5 days off, due to some mental health reasons. I don't want to say sorry for failing or so (I didn't hurt anyone), because while this is a disappointment to me I'm taking it to push me through harder. I don't why I'm writing this honestly, but it's to settle things in my brain.

I wanted to delete my posts but decided not, I don't want to erase a mistake just make me feel better.

I also start school in two weeks as a first year in SHS. So, I'll be preparing for that. I also haven't settled my past school year since I was homeschooled. It's hard and stressful, but I'll get through it. I'll come stronger.

I'm rooting for you, if you're reading this.

…billions of women must be out there on this six-billion-person planet being told that they are not reliable witnesses to their own lives, that the truth is not their property, now or ever.

Rebecca Solnit: Men Explain Things to Me (via thalassaraasch)

Watch me build a life and feel fed. I’ll leave hurt at the door. I am so painfully full of love. I could even say my heart is simple, again.

— Kayleb Rae Candrilli, from “Transgender heroic: all this ridiculous flesh,” Water I Won’t Touch

found an ancient relic in the library today

Let the Sunshine Heal You.