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Dont Get Caught

Characters - Servant!Nagito Komaeda x Reader Summary - Things get depraved while trying to escape from a crazed Servant Word Count - 1,802 Warnings - Smut, Servant being absolutely feral, Female Reader, The consent LOOKS dubious at first but shes into it trust guys, Unprotected Sex, Fingering, Junko's hand is barely mentioned one time A/N - This used to be in first person lol, but uhh being fr I dunno where this came from I passed out and woke up with five pages idk.

Pain shoots through the soles of your feet as you tear through the halls as fast as you can, the sound of chains rattling accompanies a sick, twisted laugh echoing out from behind.

 "Ahaahahah~ Oh dear! Do you really think you can run from me?! How mistaken you are. " A chill shoots through your body at those words, distracting you, causing you to trip over your feet and go tumbling to the floor. "Ow! Damn it!" you yelp, your ankle throbbing with pain as you scramble back up to your feet. Your escape slowed. "Uh-oh! Looks like someone’s not as lucky as they thought they were!" Your pursuer chuckles darkly.

Gritting your teeth, you limp past door after door, finally finding one that’s unlocked rushing inside and turning the locking mechanism behind you as your eyes skittishly search the room for a hiding spot. There! That might work! you think wildly, diving underneath a table covered with cloth, body shaking as your ears prick up at the door handle rattling, someone panting heavily behind it. The noise stops and relief washes over your body, but at the soft, unmistakable clinking noise of a key, your stomach drops. With a click, the door creaks open.

You can hear the footsteps of "Servant", as he prefers to be called, creeping closer and closer, his deceptively softened voice murmurs, echoing dreadfully in your ears. "Aww come on dearest~ won’t you come out and play?" He coos, trying to lure you out into the open. 

Your eyes never leave the shadowy outline of his body behind the thin sheet of fabric, stalking the room, occasionally bending down or lifting things in search of your person. Small sounds of disappointment leave his mouth every time he’s wrong. The chain around his neck rattled softly with each movement. 

After a few minutes, his eyes land on the table you’re hiding under.

Your lungs burn as you hold your breath, careful not to make a sound as he slowly creeps over, inspecting the table but never moving the cloth. Your whole body was trembling so hard you were almost certain he could hear your shaking. With a dissatisfied sigh, he turns on his heel and starts to slink away from the table. Closing your eyes, you let out a gasp of relief, foolishly believing he had left. Suddenly you feel a strong grip around the protruding bony knobs of your ankle and within seconds you’re dragged out from under the table, Servant pinning you roughly to the floor, a crazed expression of victory and desire plastered on his face. 

As you tremble underneath his grip he leans down, locking his longing eyes on your shaking form. His warm breath sends shivers through your body as he leans further and whispers into your ear, "So what now Angel?" Your wide eyes slowly soften as he patiently waits for an answer.

Your response comes in the form of your lips curling upward, bestowing him with a shaky smile. You suck in a breath as an animalistic look fills his eyes, followed by a far too-wide grin before his mouth slams onto your own, immediately overtaking your tongue with the fervor of a lunatic, all the while he practically tears your clothes off. He only pauses his assault on your lips to help your still-shaky hands remove his ragged sweater, revealing the sallow expanse of his pale skin. You take particular care to avoid pulling \his striped glove off along with his sleeves, the both of you keen on keeping the knit hiding the rotting piece of Enoshima firmly on.

 His hungry eyes trail over your now-exposed body. Heat flushing your face and somewhere much lower as he starts biting and sucking along your throat harshly, reddish-purple marks blooming on the delicate skin of your neck in his wake, marking you as his and his alone.

 Moans of pleasure and pain tremble in the air past your chapped lips as he moves lower, his large hands lightly scratching down your sides and then trailing off to grip your thighs harshly. "God... you look so fucking hot spread out for me like this, darling," he moans, burying his face into the swells of your chest, nipping and sucking at one of the sensitive pink buds while the other hangs free, bouncing in tempo with the movement of his head dipping to latch onto your nipples. Quiet moans slip out of your mouth as you gaze upon the depraved sight of Servant sucking on your tits like a whiny baby, alternating between each side in an effort to give both his undivided attention. 

Your core was hot and dripping from the feeling, but craving more. And as if he could read your mind your eyes widen as I watch him nestle between your legs, spreading them out farther. Even though you had a front-row seat to his minstrations Shock still shot through you as he swiped his index finger through the slick heat between your thighs. "H-huh! Wait, what are you-" You don't get the privilege of finishing your question as Servant quickly thrusts one of his long fingers into your throbbing cunt. Pistoning it in and out at a frighteningly fast pace.

 "Mmph! I-it feels so good Servant!" Your mewls are music to his ears as he thrusts a second finger in, obscene squelching sounds accompanying your lustful melody filling the air. The white curls of his hair slip into his face as Servant lifts his head and soaks in the scene below him. The erection he has is so blatantly obvious as it strains against his grimy jeans that it looks painful, a thin line of saliva pooling in the corner of his mouth as he unconsciously grinds himself against the floor in erratic jerks. "Angel, you feel so- so good on my fingers like that…" he whines softly, his tone not at all matching the ferocity he’s finger-fucking you with, your hips twitching upward violently whenever he presses into that spongy spot your own smaller fingers could never dream of reaching on their own.

 He slows down and pulls his fingers out of you, a dissatisfied whimper dragging out of your mouth as the sensation of pleasure dissipates and is replaced with frustrating emptiness. Servant, however, wraps his mouth around his dripping fingers and sucks. An absolutely salacious moan erupting from him as he licks his fingers clean, "Sweets aren’t usually something I enjoy... but you taste divine dearest..." he breathes in a low tone that makes you clench around nothing while he uses his free hand to unzip his overly tight jeans and rip them off, taking the boxers with them. 

The groan that escapes Servant as his twitching cock is finally released sends a fresh bolt of arousal to your core. The sight of the poor thing leaking fat pearls of pre and flushed an angry red member made your cunt practically ache for it.  With one look at your huffy breathing, and wide eyes fixed upon him Servant’s restraint snaps. His eyes swirling with lust darken as he grabs your hips, and without warning, slams himself fully inside you. Bottoming out. A sharp sting shoots through you with each of his thrusts, slowly fading into rolling waves of satisfaction. "A-Aaah! S-Servant Mmph! Wait-" Your wailing cut off once again,  the pain and pleasure of being fucked so mercilessly blended your senses in a way only Servant could accomplish.

 "Y-You feel so good inside me!" Your voice keens. And as he picks up the pace, sharp, deranged laughter melds in with moans spilling uncontrollably from his mouth. A chill goes up your spine but you instinctively wrap your legs around him anyway, giving him better and –more importantly– deeper access into your gushing cunt. Your nails claw red lines into his pale back as your body reacts, hips rolling in time with his, the pain melting into overwhelming pleasure.

"Yeah? Yeah! God, please don’t s- stop talking! " he snarls into your shoulder as his head falls to bury his face back into your skin as he loses himself in the ecstasy of you, hips snapping faster and faster as your cry out nearly reaching the release you both had been chasing.

 " Servant- Ah! Please, please never stop!" your voice breaks as you moan out for him, all while he growls and keens like a starved animal. "More! Aha- Keep going!" he demands, Wrenching one of your legs over his deceptively frail shoulder, letting him rut deeper. You shriek now that he’s hitting that spot, the feeling of his spasming cock almost too much for you to take as you dangle on the precipice of finishing.

 "S-so good! I-I’m almost there- Ahh! Please-" Your words falter as the walls of your greedy cunt flutter around him, moans ripping from your throat almost as fast as he’s slamming his hips into you. Servant slows just a fraction and purrs sadistically sweet into your ear, "Please what?" He asks, almost innocently, innocent except for the look of pure crazed desire on his face.

 "Please fuck me till all I can remember is you! Aaah! Fuck me until I’m absolutely mindless!"  You beg shamelessly, your release practically dangling from a frayed thread clutched between his lithe fingers. "Perfect darling…" he praises, and in a matter of seconds, the starved, crazed part of him returns and his brutal pace along with it. Slamming into you rougher than before. "A-angel I’m going to- Nnghh!" Servant gritted his teeth, thrusting faster and faster.

Words finally abandon you as you moan and writhe without abandon, back arching and thighs trembling as stars blind you. Your body convulses with the force behind your orgasm, waves of pleasure and relief crashing into you as your mouth drops open in babbling and incoherent whimpering. Servant finishes next, the pace and rhythm of his thrusts becoming disoriented as the heat building in him reaches its boiling point and he spills over, his cock twitching and throbbing as cum shoots out of it, filling the confines of your cunt and gushing out of it, dripping down your thighs and the floor beneath your bodies. 

"Mmm, you were so good for me Angel..." Servant collapses onto you, his head resting upon your chest as you lean into his warmth. “Thank you." He whispers weakly against the bruising skin of your hickey-lined neck, snuggling closer into the warmth of your plush body. You sigh content and high on your afterglow as you nuzzle against his milky skin, uncaring of the dirt that marred his complexion, "Mmhm..." You can barely hm a response, but he seems more than satisfied and pulls you in closer. Each of your quickly beating hearts slow to the rhythm of unconsciousness as you fall asleep like dogs together on the floor.

The Aot Characters as Yanderes

Warnings: Yandere content, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, abuse, possessiveness, obsessiveness, stalking, clinginess, delusion, paranoia, overprotectiveness, mentions of kidnapping, death, manipulation, gas-lighting, mentioning of mental illnesses, murder, suicide

Mikasa Ackermann:

Typ of Yandere:

Self-sacrifice: Mikasa will do anything for you. This is clear to anyone. She is not afraid to die for you and will often risk her own life to save yours. In your normal day-to-day life, you will often find your chores are done. It will be easy to take advantage of her and honestly, she doesn't care if you use her. She is happy as long as she is able to protect you and make your life easier for you.

Obsessive: There is no time when Mikasa is not by your side. It's like she is incapable of leaving you alone for even a few seconds. She wants to know where you are and what you are doing always, so the best way to know all this is by being with you all the time, right? If you try to keep your distance or to hide from her, she isn't going to be pleased about that. She will never hurt you but now she is even more persistent.

Overprotective: For Mikasa, everything is a potential danger. She is going to decide with which people you are allowed to talk to. If she thinks a person is not good enough for you, she will straight out tell you to shut that person out of your life. And you would probably be too afraid of what she will do to them if you don't. But she is not only concerned about people. Mikasa will take care of what is the healthiest for you to eat or the best clothes for you to wear. Because of this, she is rather controlling.

How and when started the obsession:

With Mikasa I think you never really had a healthy relationship, to begin with. She was always rather protective so it was only a matter of time until it becomes overprotective.

Do they know that their feelings are unhealthy/not normal?

Subconsciously she knows it's not normal to have such intensive feelings for someone but she will push these thoughts away and justify her action by saying she has to do this if she wants to protect you.

How far are they willing to go?

Murder: Mikasa is capable of murdering someone but it wouldn't be her first choice. She will try other things before. For example, threatening that person, so they stay away from you. After all, it would be bad for your mental state if people close to you drop dead left and right.

Hurting you: Mikasa will never lay a hand on you. She is patient and can control herself well, so she will not hurt you even if you insult her or get violent because you want your freedom back. She is also not going to emotionally hurt you. Your health - physical and mental - is important to her and she will treasure that. But she is not above frightening you if you chose to disobey and risk your life.

Blackmail: She is not opposed to blackmailing other people but to do so, she would have to leave your side in order to get information about that person and she is not going to do that. If she is lucky and found some dirty information she will use it but she is not going out of her way to dig it up. For you, she will not blackmail you even if she had the information.

Kidnapping: Mikasa doesn't want to kidnap you but should you push her away or risk your life, she will see no other choice than to lock you up. It's for your own good ♡.

Punishment: Mikasa won't really punish you if you break your 'promises' but she is going to be very disappointed and that alone is scary enough. Believe me. Other than that Mikasa will use praise and gifts to get you to do what she wants. So basically she will reward you for good behavior and kinda ignore bad ones.

Final stage: Even if you reject her and no matter what she does still not accept her or even hate her, she will never resort to killing you or a murder-suicide. Though if she is not able to protect you and you die, you won't be separated for long because she will also follow you in death.

What is it overall like to have them as a Yandere?

Overall she is not the worst yandere to have. Mikasa is not dangerous and rather annoying with her constant worry over your well-being more than anything else. If you play your cards right you are able to live a pretty comfortable life. Though if you are a person, who strives for freedom and doesn't like it when others make decisions for you, you might have a hard time with Mikasa. Also, she doesn't want anything from you, like your love or affection. Of course, she will be more than happy to accept your affection, but she will not force it out of you. In the end, her only goal is to protect you. You don't have to love her for that. But even if she is patient and values you as a person, at the end of the day she is a lovesick yandere, so if you push her enough she will snap...

Eren Jäger:

Typ of Yandere:

Wrong idea: He strongly believes that the outcome he wants, is the same one you want. And he will go to great lengths to archive it. You are just misunderstood and you need him to help you because otherwise, you will never live the life you want. Or better the life he thinks you want. His savior complex plays into this as well.

Stalker: In the beginning, it really was not intentional. Eren just found himself being drawn in by the sound of your voice. But after a while, he goes out of his way to follow you where ever you go. He wants to find out what you like and with whom, you are close. Eren might even steal a few things from you while he is at it.

Overprotective: He wants nothing else than to protect you. He already lost so much. There is no way he will lose you as well. He will threaten everyone, who he sees as dangerous to you. Because of that, he is also really clingy. Eren is normal already pretty clingy, as a yandere, it is 10 times worse. He wants you to see him as your savior and hero.

How and when started the obsession:

He was always afraid that he might lose you on a mission. When you were almost eaten by a titan, that was the straw that broke the camel's back.

Do they know that their feelings are unhealthy/not normal?

No, not really. He is someone, who is rather obvious about his own feelings.

How far are they willing to go?

Murder: He became a scout to save humanity, so it would go against his principles to kill the same people he swore to protect. But he wouldn't hesitate to hurt and beat up anyone, who dared to harm or make the moves on you.

Hurting you: He would never hurt you intentionally. His top priority and goal in life is to protect you and not let any harm come to you. So it would be absurd for him to hurt you himself when he sacrificed so much for your well-being. But he has a rather short temper and is easy to anger. He has that much control over himself that he would never hit you or take out his anger on you. But sometimes it can happen that he grabs you more roughly to get you away from somewhere. It is not intentional and he does not notice it himself, which is why he does not apologize afterward. However, if you bring it up, he apologizes immediately.

Blackmail: He is too impatient to try and search for dirty information on someone. Also, he would always jump in right away in situations like when someone would ask you on a date. So he wouldn't really get a chance to blackmail someone. But for you, it would be different. As said before, he is a stalker, so he knows a fair share of things you wouldn't want anyone to know. He is not openly using it against you, but he would bring some stories up if they fit the situation.

Kidnapping: He values freedom more than anything. He wants to extinguish the titans so you finally get that freedom. Because of that, he would never take away your freedom.

Punishment: He will not physically punish you. If you do something you are not supposed to, he might be a bit mean to you. For example, he will tell you that he is the only one, who can protect you because you are fragile and don't know what is good for you. If you are someone, who takes things like that to heart, this might feel like a punishment to you.

Final stage: Like Mikasa, he is not going to kill you, when you reject him or push him away. But if you die, he will, first of all, take revenge on whoever did this to you, before joining you. The person or persons he will take revenge on, do not necessarily have to be connected with your death. But if he makes them responsible for it, he will not rest until they get what they deserve.

What is it overall like to have them as a Yandere?

Not the worst yandere to have, but I think worse than Mikasa. While she is fine with just knowing that you are safe, Eren would want your love and affection, after all, he always protects and helps you, so it's only fair if you reward him for it. He wants to feel loved and you are the person he chooses for that. He will also force you to be in a relationship with him if you refuse. But other than that you and your loved ones a relatively safe with him as your yandere. After all, he wants to protect you and will do anything he is capable of to preserve your emotional and physical well-being.

Armin Arlert:

Typ of Yandere:

Manipulative: He is super manipulative. Most of the time he really doesn't want to manipulate you but he can't help himself. He knows it's wrong and he feels awful afterward. But he always finds himself saying to you that, that one person he happens to not like, is in reality, talking bad about you behind your back or is a fake friend, who is just waiting for you to make a mistake. He is rather weak from the get-go but he will play a bit extra weak, so you will help him and talk to him. Of course, he knows it's out of petty but he doesn't care as long as he gets your affection.

Loneliness Induction: Armin does not target anyone you are close to but rather you. He will manipulate you into believing that it's better for you if you block the people out of your life, he thinks are bad for you. When you are alone and vulnerable Armin will take his chance to manipulate you even more, so you will only rely on him.

Harmless: Because he is so aware of his unhealthy feelings and how wrong it is to do things like that to you, he would distance himself from you, so he can't harm you anymore. He wants you to be happy, even if it is with someone else, he will accept his fate. He wasn't worthy of your companionship, to begin with, because he is so weak.

How and when started the obsession:

It started already before you even knew him. After seeing, how kindhearted you are, he couldn't help but fall for you. But because he is shy and insecure, it took him some time to actually approach you.

Do they know that their feelings are unhealthy/not normal?

Yes, he is aware since the first second they appeared. That's what makes this whole situation so hard for him. He is aware that what he does is wrong and he can't justify it.

How far are they willing to go?

Murder: He will not murder. He is already feeling guilty enough for manipulating you and your surroundings, he wouldn't know what to do with himself if he would hurt someone physically. But that wouldn't stop him from sometimes wishing that that one person, who is always flirting with you, gets eaten by a titan. For wishing something like that, he would feel bad again.

Hurting you: He would not physically hurt you, but his manipulative tactics would hurt you mentally. Armin will use your insecurities against you and hit you where it hurts the most. Anything to get you where he wants you.

Blackmail: Yes, he will blackmail the people around you. It's not hard for him to find the information he can use against them, so they stay away from you. But he would only do that if there is no other way. He will first try to manipulate you into turning away from them yourself, but if you don't do that no matter how hard he tries to push you in the direction he wants, he is going to directly confront the problem. But other than that he is not likely to interact with "obstacles".

Kidnapping: He would be capable of kidnapping you, but I think it would never come to this because he would have distanced himself from you before he would find himself at a point, where he thinks kidnapping is the only way to have you.

Punishment: He will not directly punish you, but if you did something that really hurts him -unintentionally or not - he would put obstacles in your way. For example, you really wanted to buy that limited-time item, but just that day your alarm clock didn't ring and you missed your chance because you overslept. Or right when they have your favorite food in the cafeteria it is oversalted. His little acts don't always have to happen right away but they will happen because he won't forget.

Final stage: Because Armin will leave you be after a certain time, he will not murder you or do a murder-suicide. But there is a good chance that he will kill himself after he left you. The guilt is slowly killing him from inside and then there is the fact that you are not by his side anymore.

What is it overall like to have them as a Yandere?

Armin is definitely one of the nastier yanderes to have. Yes, he will distance himself from you and your loved ones are more or less safe, but the time he is with you - be it short or not - will leave a mark on you. One shouldn't underestimate mental abuse and manipulation. There is a good chance that you will suffer from severe mental issues like paranoia, trust issues, or fear of commitment. Maybe he has even broken you to the point that you end up returning to him on your own, even though he keeps telling you that it won't end well for you...

Christa Lenz:

Typ of Yandere:

Projection: Christa always plays the role of the sweet and nice girl, everyone likes. But that's not, who she really is and she knows it. While she will never be able to be truly like the ideal and perfect person, she now has you. It doesn't matter if you are the complete opposite of her ideal in reality. She projects this ideal onto you and expects you to act like that. If you want to or not.

Manipulative: She is good at acting and no one would ever suspect her to do anything bad to you. If you try to expose her, she would be fast to act and would manipulate the others not only into believing her, but also to turn against you. So she is the only person you have. She is also very good at gas lighting. If you confront her about her unhealthy behavior, she will make you think, that in reality, you are the lovesick manipulator and she is the one, who has to put up with you. You should be grateful to her for that.

Removal: She only needs you, so you only need her, right? There is no need for other people in your life, who will just distract you from her. Christa will remove friends, family, comrades. Just everyone from you. She wants you to depend on her.

How and when started the obsession:

Her obsession with you started when she decided that you are "perfect". Honestly, it could be anything you did, that triggered her yandere side.

Do they know that their feelings are unhealthy/not normal?

No, she is not aware in the slightest. She thinks it's completely normal for her to behave and feel that way. If you or someone else told her that it's not normal and unhealthy, she will make them believe that what they or you think is wrong.

How far are they willing to go?

Murder: If someone doesn't get the message that you are hers, she will kill them. She looks so innocent and sweet that no one would suspect her. It's easy for her to lure her victims away, where she can easily dispose of them. For example, pushing them off a high building. She will not outright tell you, that she murdered these people, but she will not go out of her way to hide it either, because she knows even if you find out what she did, she can still manipulate you into thinking it was an accident or necessary.

Hurting you: Yes, she is someone, who would hurt you both mentally and physically. Mental abuse like gas-lighting is more common and the first thing she would do but if you refuse to listen she is not above breaking your ankles so you can't leave.

Blackmail: Different than most of the others she would not blackmail others because there is a chance that that would blow her cover but she would blackmail you if she has dirty information about you. But there is a good chance that she will ignore anything that wouldn't fit in her ideal image of you, so she has nothing to blackmail you with. Her favorite tactic is to show you how nothing you do would harm her because everyone believes her and in the end would even hate you for spreading false information about the sweet Christa.

Punishment: She will punish you and threaten you with them as well. It can be physical or emotional. It really depends on her mood or what you did. She always tells you that she has to punish you and that it's your own fault. Honestly, I can imagine that she has broken you enough that you would beg to be punished in order to pay for your "sins".

Kidnapping: If you refuse to be with her she will make you. She wants only you, but why is she never enough for you? You don't need to be outside with your friends because she is your world and her basement is your happy place where you can be together forever without interruptions.

Final stage: She sees an ideal in you, if you break that image she has of you, she has no need for you anymore. You don't have a purpose, so it's the best for you if she puts you out of your misery, right? It's her last mercy as your past lover. If you die, there is a good chance that she would see you as imperfect and not worthy of her anymore. But if she doesn't think that, she might be delusional enough to still believe that you are alive.

What is it overall like to have them as a Yandere?

She is the worst yandere to have out of the four. While the others love you for, who you are, she just loves you for the perfect image she has of you. And oh, well if you happen to break that illusion, it will not end well for you... Your friends and family are in great danger as well. If you want to protect them you better start to scratch them out of your life or Christa will do that for you but with murder. She will constantly push you to be that perfect person, she wants you to be, even if you are completely different, Christa will form you the way she wants, as if you were her poppet.