"What's My Thang? Tell Me Now". Do You Wonder Why Things Are The Way It Is? Do You Wish You Were Somewhere

"What's my thang? Tell me now". Do you wonder why things are the way it is? Do you wish you were somewhere else, than right here?

I wear rings on my forefingers and mostly never on my ring finger because I saw my crush from wear a ring on his forefinger 5 years ago , my friends a few weeks ago reminded me of it and told me it's because I still like him. I don't. It's just that We all carry parts of the people we came across, got to know and loved. It's as simple as that. Their pieces are a part of us now, though they mostly aren't present in our lives to witness that.

have you ever noticed you pick up little habits and phrases from the people you love? it’s no wonder our hearts are so easily broken when people leave. we become a reflection of the people that we care about and those personality traits stick with us even if the people don’t

jungkook chose to stay longer to listen to armys singing ‘magic shop’ 🥺

"The more we define ourselves in relation to the people around us, the more lost we are."

I heard this on a podcast and realised how lost I actually was. Lately it's been hard to look at someone and not think of how they seem to have it better than me, this bitterness had accumulated so much I couldn't enjoy the little things I once used to enjoy.

I've been thinking of how the world nowadays is isolating in one way and is collapsed in another way, have you noticed how much the 'influence', people miles away form us have on us? It's confusing and hard to develop your own opinion when everyone have ready made answers for you to ingrain into your brain. To feel lonely yet have other's opinions go round and round in your mind is suffocating, and I want it to stop.

To "think out of the box" is the new 'idea', but I feel like everyone is out of 'the box' and we are on top of eachother, crushing eachother, each trying to view the sky a little bit more clearer.

To be yourself, I've realised is actually hard.

To clear all that clutter I have in my brain, I need time, I believe everyone does. To declutter millions of opinions, views, criticism and gossip. Social media is not bad, I think it is just hard to manage all the content we are constantly dumped with. How can someone create beautiful and unique ideas that symbolise them if all they are shown are other people, their beliefs, their opinions and their views?

In conclusion, taking time off and restructuring your thoughts and ideas with your qualities and the way you wish to live is necessary.

Many people on social media have inspired me and made me dream big and bright, I love media for that. I'm learning to be a bigger and better version of myself and I believe to do that I first have to know and understand what my opinions, views,qualities and beliefs are.

I hope you have an amazing time ahead ✨.Thank you for reading ❤️

- Avil Hopes

I mean… I do that too… 

Attention to details is when the whole figurine is smaller than a grain of rice, but still has three fingers on each hand - with the tiniest fingernails! 😊 (oh, and hello internet, it’s been a while 😳)

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