Toilet Talk #3 - 10/9/16

Toilet Talk #3 - 10/9/16

Just got my voter package, so much to read but knowledge is power. I hate early morning showers because it is always cold! I do not like feeling frozen after taking a scorching hot shower. Okay so I’m not actually on the toilet right now I’m in the kitchen. Low blood sugar sucks, I can’t even hike on an empty stomach. I almost threw up today cause I didn’t eat. I really hate how some people try to be shady when I have not done one god damn thing to them. Hunny stop dragging me in please. I always try my best to make everyone happy but that just doesn’t work.

Dream Journal #1 - 10/13/16

I just woke up from a nap crying. I had a dream where nothing was going right and I was going no where in life. I argued with my brother who is out of state. It was so depressing I never wanna have a dream like that again.

Entry #8 - 10/14/16 - Day #8

Stressed...Depressed...Repressed. Stressed about a wedding I'm taking photos for. Depressed because I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Repressed cause I have to act like I'm happy all the time.

18 and already sick of it

Entry #4 - 10/10/16 - Day #4

Today was so busy and hazy! I drove so much and paid many bills. I tried wax for the first time and I was gone. I still am since my friend Johnny and I are smoking all night. Sometimes I love getting fucked up, it brings me to reality. Ariana, Johnny, and I went out my apartment window on to the carport roof. We sat there and looked at the night sky over a field. Johnny was smoking a cig as I stared into the sky. Really was a night I’ll remember. I just laughed so hard and was an overall good day.

im gay because when i was 4 i sneezed and no one said bless you and the devil entered my soul