Body Journal #1

Body Journal #1

I currently weigh around 205 lbs (~93 kg). Like I’ve said a few times on here, I’m a casual gainer. I’m not hardcore gaining or constantly stuffing myself to reach my goal weight. I’m more or less just kinda eating “generous” helpings of food and letting the weight creep on slowly. At this point, I have 225 lbs (~102 kg) as my max weight. Any more than that and I think there’d be much more serious health problems and discomfort that I don’t wanna have to deal with. My belly is my most prominent feature as a gainer. I am just barely starting to get an overhang where my belly droops down slightly over my waistband. I’ve gone out a notch on my belt, just so my belt doesn’t dig into my belly while I’m driving or sitting for an extended period of time. Size M shirts are starting to fit tight on me.

My thighs are my second most prominent feature. They seem bigger, a bit more jiggly. The bottom hem of my boxer briefs fit snugly around my thighs. I seem to have graduated out of size M and into size L.

My diet is very carb-heavy. I visit Burger King almost religiously on workdays when I’m out on the road. It’s been a while since I’ve brought a packed lunch from home. That’s actually something I want to get back in the habit of doing. Eating a lot of carbs, I’ve noticed I get an uncomfortable “lump” in my throat, perhaps from heartburn/acid reflux. Water doesn’t wash it away, in fact it makes it worse. I want to incorporate vegetables and fruits into my diet, because I do enjoy them (especially steamed or sautéed veggies). I may not necessarily reduce my carb intake but I might change the kinds of carbs I’m consuming. Even a hungry, growing boy like me gets tired of fast food all the time. I want to get back into home cooking again...

I was on the road today for the farm and I stopped at a Fastrac cafe to refuel and grab some snacks for the road. On my way in, I see a poster advertising a new breakfast sandwich, and on the sign it says something like "Breakfast Stacked: Try the new big pig sandwich at participating locations." The wording really turned me on, but unfortunately, the location I visited wasn't participating (then why would they advertise it, then?!). I ended up getting a large iced coffee w/ cream and a regular sausage, egg & cheese muffin sandwich. Shoulda bought two or three sandwiches...

The sign got me fantasizing a bit about a scenario in which guys who ate the sandwich would transform into pig-like men, with stocky builds and big stomachs...

Feedism & The Sims 4

I'm sure all of us who play The Sims games have put our Sims through hell with our sadism/masochism, fantasies, etc. One of my personal faves is to create my Simself, live vicariously through him, and, of course, cause him to grow fat. I love The Sims 4 personality traits of "Foodie" and "Glutton". They make the fantasy so much sweeter.

I've recently tried vicariously acting out my fantasy of fattening other men up by having my Simself cook meals and invite his male NPC friends over to partake. The game lets you execute the command "Call [group] to meal," which results in all Sims in the group getting up and grabbing a plate of food. I do this command several times per occasion for as long as there are male guests around. After a few hangouts like this, the other male Sims in the neighborhood start to look a little thicker, too!

I love how whenever I buy veggies, they could sit in the fridge for weeks and never get eaten. But whenever I buy ice cream, I have it gone in, like, a day or two.

Look, I'm turned on by the idea of being a moderately overfed guy with a dadbod, and a lot of my diet is pretty carb-heavy. But I also like veggies and I like to cook. Fast-food is really convenient when I'm driving for work. I've been a bit lazy with cooking lately, and it's something I wanna reconnect with -- my inner foodie.

This all sounds delightful! ☺

please someone give me a cute boy who is skinny now but just wants to get huge and plush and soft so i can fatten them up

i want a cute boyfriend who i can tease and cook tons of food for and always order them takeout when they want it and get extras of their favorite sweets and make sure they’re stuffed at every single moment they wish to be stuffed

like this has just been on my mind so often the past few days i want an adorable boy to admit to me all blushy that they wanna be all big and soft, and i will jump right into feeding them until they ask me to stop

i wanna watch as their belly pokes out, and gently rub it as they take in deep, labored breaths, and i can give them gentle little kisses all over and let them sleep off their food coma, only to wake them up with dozens of possibilities for more food throughout the day

i wanna watch them get bigger and bigger, measuring their weight every day just to see their progress, and watch how turned on we both get when they gain several pounds in a single day after a particularly fattening day of stuffing

i want to see what parts of their body gets bigger. will they have a big belly? big ass? large thighs? big tits? pillowy arms? how quickly will they develop a double chin? no matter what, i will kiss it and touch it and watch as it grows more every day

i want to play around with clothes, and see them try to get on an old pair of jeans or an old shirt, only for it to rip or be unable to even get halfway on correctly. i want to have them wear a button up shirt one night and stuff them till they lose a button or two, and then let me play with their big round tummy

i want to feel how plush they get, and knead their doughy belly and thighs and play with their nipples and belly button and love handles and kiss the sensitive skin of their inner thighs. i want to grind against their belly as we make out, as my hands feel up as much of them as i can reach. i want to feel them on top of me, and feel their weight press down on me as they kiss up and down my body to return the favor of all the kisses i lay on them

i want to cook them extravagant meals at home, and buy them fancy new clothes to take them out to a fancy restaurant where they can eat as much as they like while i quietly urge them on with compliments and praise, until the button on their waistcoat snaps and we take the rest of our dessert to go

i want to feed them until they get as big as they so desire, and compare our sizes every day, and watch as they waddle and huff around the house, bumping into me and into the furniture every now and then. i want to help them up after they break a few legs on a chair, and buy them new, sturdier chairs that they can continue to stuff themselves on, and make them feel as comfortable as possible so they can gain as much weight as they want

ugh i just want a cute boyfriend i can watch and help get fatter and fatter and feed them as much as they like and just admire and love them constantly

I recently visited a storage facility where most of the employees were men, and it seemed like each one that passed by was fat. It got me wondering if being fat was a qualification for the job, or if they arrived slim and the weight gain was a side effect of the job. Maybe a little bit of both? I fantasized about what it might be like if I worked there. My body would gradually expand due to a habit of getting fast food all the time. But I'd also be really strong from lifting and carrying stuff around. Would my co-workers egg me on to "join the club" and get fatter like every other employee has that's worked here? Maybe we'd have monthly potluck lunches where everyone brought something to contribute and we all show off our big appetites...