Update Day 36th: Omg Guys Today Im Meeting Up With Him Im So Nervous!!! After One Month (more Or Less)

Update day 36th: Omg guys today I’m meeting up with him 😭😭 I’m so nervous!!! After one month (more or less) we’re going to see each other, so wish me luck!!

Btw please give me recommendations!!

Hiii! Sorry guys that I’ve just disappeared from Tumblr, but I just didn’t have time.

Well, yesterday we walked a little around the city and chatted and it was just amazing, I mean I can’t believe that I’m kinda dating a guy.

He’s sooo nice, I’m just wondering what he thinks about me, cuz what if he doesn’t like me back? This was the second “date” so I think that he does like me cuz if he doesn’t, why would he accept a second “date”?

I’ve made the fucking. I’m tired of this. I’ve changed in my interior, I haven’t in the exterior.

I want to move on to another city, and be a completely different boy. I just want to be a normal boy, even if I were an npc, I’d be happy.

-I’m a heterosexual guy who likes guys too.

-So… you’re bi, actually, aren’t you?

-I wouldn’t call it like that…

I’m fighting with this shit again… If I could just be straight and have a girlfriend… I’d be so happy 😔 But anyway, I’m gay (sorry, bi, actually)

Update 47th day: Okay, during last week, we talked every day. Some days short conversations, but at least we talked every day.

On 9th October, we met up and it was just amazing. I do like him, but I can’t see the line between friendship and relationship! I’m just scared… I fear about doing it bad or lose him and idk what to do tbh.

I’m just wonderstruck, thinking about what he thinks about me or if he likes me. Anyway, I’m trying to relax and just enjoy the fall-in-love moment…

Oh no, I’m falling in love again… I thought the plane was going down… how did I turn it right around? 💙😮‍💨