Update 47th Day: Okay, During Last Week, We Talked Every Day. Some Days Short Conversations, But At Least

Update 47th day: Okay, during last week, we talked every day. Some days short conversations, but at least we talked every day.

On 9th October, we met up and it was just amazing. I do like him, but I can’t see the line between friendship and relationship! I’m just scared… I fear about doing it bad or lose him and idk what to do tbh.

I’m just wonderstruck, thinking about what he thinks about me or if he likes me. Anyway, I’m trying to relax and just enjoy the fall-in-love moment…

Day 4 talking to the new guy ok the class! Let’s see how it goes…

Hi, guys!! Sorry for not posting anything this week, but there is the update!

During this week, I’ve talked more with the new guy on the class, and today we’ve been taking during the whole playground time, without awkward silences (which is quite good, because we used to have so many awkward silences before).

I do like this boy, and I think that being his friend might help me to feel better with myself and he’s new in the school, so he does need new friends.

I’m really enjoying this process, and I like that fact of making new friends! It’s really exciting!

-I’m a heterosexual guy who likes guys too.

-So… you’re bi, actually, aren’t you?

-I wouldn’t call it like that…

I’m fighting with this shit again… If I could just be straight and have a girlfriend… I’d be so happy 😔 But anyway, I’m gay (sorry, bi, actually)

Hits different… hits different because it’s you 💙

Day 3 talking to the new guy in the class: Today I haven’t talked too much with him, cuz he’s meeting new people so we went away. So today I just talked to him like 5 minutes.

He’s still shy, but he’s really nice! I want him to be my friend.