Update 47th Day: Okay, During Last Week, We Talked Every Day. Some Days Short Conversations, But At Least

Update 47th day: Okay, during last week, we talked every day. Some days short conversations, but at least we talked every day.

On 9th October, we met up and it was just amazing. I do like him, but I can’t see the line between friendship and relationship! I’m just scared… I fear about doing it bad or lose him and idk what to do tbh.

I’m just wonderstruck, thinking about what he thinks about me or if he likes me. Anyway, I’m trying to relax and just enjoy the fall-in-love moment…

Update day 36th: Omg guys today I’m meeting up with him 😭😭 I’m so nervous!!! After one month (more or less) we’re going to see each other, so wish me luck!!

Btw please give me recommendations!!

Update 35th day: Yesterday we chatted a little but not too much. In theory, tomorrow we’re gonna meet up for the first time, so I’m kinda nervous and excited!! Btm we haven’t set a specific time in the day, but it’s tomorrow.

(Btw today they’re making the pictures of all years in my high school, and I don’t really like my outfit, so let’s see how I look on the pictures…)

Day 1 talking to the new guy of the class: On Friday 13th I decided to approach and talk to a new guy in my year, he’s not in my class, he’s in the other class but he’s in the same year. We were a little awkward but He was a really calmed and nice guy.

Day 2 talking to the new guy of the class: Today, Monday 16th I’ve wanted to talk to him again. He didn’t remember my name so he asked me for it and then we had a kinda awkward conversation cuz there were some awkward silences, however, I did like to be with him cuz I like his personality. He doesn’t like sport like me, so perfect!

I do want to be his friend, but idk if he wants to too, I’d like to know what he thinks about me, but by the moment I’m his only friend (apart from one annoying girl who’s following me whenever I’m with him…)

I’ve made the fucking. I’m tired of this. I’ve changed in my interior, I haven’t in the exterior.

I want to move on to another city, and be a completely different boy. I just want to be a normal boy, even if I were an npc, I’d be happy.

Hi, guys!! Sorry for not posting anything this week, but there is the update!

During this week, I’ve talked more with the new guy on the class, and today we’ve been taking during the whole playground time, without awkward silences (which is quite good, because we used to have so many awkward silences before).

I do like this boy, and I think that being his friend might help me to feel better with myself and he’s new in the school, so he does need new friends.

I’m really enjoying this process, and I like that fact of making new friends! It’s really exciting!