Update 36th Day: Okay, Today Weve Finally Met Up. He Came Here, So I Kinda Feel Bad That He Was The One

Update 36th day: Okay, today we’ve finally met up. He came here, so I kinda feel bad that he was the one who had to travel to come to see me, but anyway at least we could see to each other.

We had so much fun!! It rained so it was really romantic to share the umbrella and walking in the rain…

We went to the harbor and then to the city center and he ate a Pain au chocolat and I had a cup of coffee, and the café was really nice and I did love chatting with him there, because we were there like for 40 minutes or something like that.

I did enjoy the afternoon, and I hope that did too and that we’ll meet up again soon.

Omg after 36 days talking to each other by Instagram, it’s just incredible that we’ve seen each others. He’s such a good boy!

Hits different… hits different because it’s you 💙

Update 31st day (I think): Okay, during this week, we’ve talked some days about random and worthless stuff, but it doesn’t matter, at least we’ve talked to each other.

Anyway, the important thing is that today he’s typed and and he’s asked me to meet up soon (next week). I can’t even explain how I feel, cuz I’m going to see him for the first time and I need him to like me. I’m so nervous!!!

Omg I can’t believe this!

But idk what I want, and idk if I’d be comfortable with him, like, this is a really great opportunity, like, he might be my first boyfriend! And I’m not sure about that, like, I need to solve some stuff about being bi and you know, that kinda stuff.

But I can’t believe this 😭😭

I’ve made the fucking. I’m tired of this. I’ve changed in my interior, I haven’t in the exterior.

I want to move on to another city, and be a completely different boy. I just want to be a normal boy, even if I were an npc, I’d be happy.

-I’m a heterosexual guy who likes guys too.

-So… you’re bi, actually, aren’t you?

-I wouldn’t call it like that…

I’m fighting with this shit again… If I could just be straight and have a girlfriend… I’d be so happy 😔 But anyway, I’m gay (sorry, bi, actually)

30th day talking to the new guy on the class: Guys, I’m so sorry that I’ve kinda forgotten this section, but it’s just been really good with him. He’s really king and I do feel really comfortable with him, I really want to be his friend.

We’ve talked almost every day and if we continue like this for more month more o less, I think that he’ll consider me as a friend.

I’m so happy that finally I’ve been able to make a new friend (because all the others weren’t my friends, actually; and I don’t really like them) so I do love the fact that I’ve had the opportunity of meeting a new person, and be able to be with a friend who I care and like.