Dreams.

Dreams.

Pacing, racing I never miss a beat Tossing, turning I never seem to sleep The thoughts keep reoccurring as I wonder lately why the world keeps on suffocating me until I can hardly breathe I just want somebody to help me because I am all alone

Drinking, thinking with too much in my head Shaking, aching I can hardly stand I have been wanting to evolve my entire life so that it finally feels good to be alive I want to cease the crying but I am so tired of fighting and feeling alone

I wish I could drift off and create my perfect life I would take you with me to stand right by my side No one would see us dancing with the stars above Our hearts and these scars are what my brightest dreams are made of

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Blue Serenity: Phase 1 Hollow Nights Under Starry Skies #7

written by Dan Roberts

THE BEST FEELING.

Do You?

Do you ever wake from a nightmare and feel all your bones shake? Do the tears never stop streaming until your eyes turn crimson red? Do you fear yourself potentially aiding in your own destruction? Do you sometimes wish you could create an end to the never-ending days?

I have been there, my sweet darling I know exactly what it is like Do you ever wonder if everything will ever get better than this?

I do

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Blue Serenity: Phase 0 Hollow Nights Under Starry Skies #5

written by Dan Roberts

Control.

Nothing seems to ever fill me up despite searching around the world for endless love Tonight I do not crave the rushes of normal life I want to get wild but my night passes me by

Where have all my friends gone? I thought this was supposed to be a party forever What have my good deeds done? Why have I been abandoned and left in ruin?

There is a lot I do not yet know, but I am aware of one thing

If I could control my mind and heart, I would leave everything behind and search for a brand-new start I would venture towards the bright lights and separate myself from the dark Perhaps I would finally survive

If I could control my mind, I would have it all

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Blue Serenity: Phase 1 Hollow Nights Under Starry Skies #9

written by Dan Roberts

Hello there!!

I unfortunately did not keep up posting on this account, but if you did want to see more writing and the rest of this project, it is available in its entirety in Instagram!

Blue Emissions.

I am lost in between a life lived and a lonely present, struggling to meet the road that will lead me into betterment All that I thought I knew has been wiped away along with the knowledge that communicates who I am I do not seem to know much these days

There is a past I know must exist for I have gathered all the necessary evidence by residing in a body, living at this current moment Yet, I feel disconnected to all its continuity because my brain is unreliable and my mind is preoccupied with constant information overwhelming my system each and every day

What I do know is that I am freshly eighteen, young and alive but my surroundings are constantly bleak and dry, overloaded by undersaturated moods coloured in constant doom If I were surrounded by love and laughter, I would never know Being distracted and hypnotized, I am oblivious to other life forms alive and my memories are fleeting, dissipating from my consciousness as each of my pure petals fall

Soon, I will be nothing at all I already feel as though I am

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Blue Serenity: Phase 0 Hollow Nights Under Starry Skies #4

written by Dan Roberts