My Pain Doesn't Give Me Permission To Hurt You.

My pain doesn't give me permission to hurt you.

-Allison Hargreeves, "Seven Bells", Season 3 episode 9, Umbrella Academy

Hawkeye

HAWKEYE SPOILERS AHEAD PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVEN’T WATCHED IT

now that’s out of the way...

I want to take a moment to appreciate Clint grieving Natasha. I want to appreciate the fact that it’s there, it’s present and it’s something that Clint thinks about. He gets flashbacks, he talks about her, and most of all he misses her. 

Natasha was his partner, his team, his safety net and above all, his best friend. And he watched her die. He watched her make the sacrifice they’d fought so hard to avoid. She had influence over his life, to the point where the “best shot of his life” was the “shot he didn’t take”, simply because that’s what brought Clint to Nat.

Why I’m so interested in Clint specifically grieving Nat? Because it’s not often that we get to see a friendship relationship so so deep that the absence of one has some effect on the other. (also the fact that they bring the ‘a male and female, non- romantic, deep relationship’ to life perfectly, but that’s an afterthought) 

Again, shit I think we need to appreciate more. Thank- you for listening. Now go back and complete the probably shit ton of work you have left. 

Persassy this persassy that.......

What about sassabeth?????

Are we gonna get the "I had to play dumb" "Was it hard?"

ARE WE????

So I had my friend read Red Queen because it’s Red Queen........

So far, this is how its going: 

I just-

don’t know 

what to do 

nonono marVEL NOT THAT PSYCHIATRIST

does mental health care just not exist in the mcu poor oscar issac is running around telling people he’s having severe sleep walking issues and keeps blacking out and losing time and everyone around him is like ‘wow sounds like you suck’ ksfdfsjdk can someone get this man a psychiatrist

Emma Carstairs is a fucking UNIT

Some one needs to point out that how skilled and strong Emma Carstairs is. In Fever it states that cordelia was excited to practise with lucie as she for the first time was able to wield cortana at 14.

Like Emma use to practise with it since the age of 10, of course she wasn't able to use wield it right away but by the time she was 12 she could fully use it. Cortana was still too big for her but she was able to fight with it in the dark war. Do realize how strong you have to be for that?

Also to all the artists out there who draw Emma with soft curves, like where is my girls six pack abs? You know she has abs and ripped with muscles.