Boybasher - 🖤 Bad Girlhood 🖤

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my poem:

Sharing my precious minutes and late hours With a man who doesn’t sleep

The boys don’t know how to keep

Men are my vice and I’m feening

I only wish he cared for me

The way I know he does the other plastic barbie

The stories secretive like his prison tattoos

I’m a comfortable civilian to his masculine mind

I thought I’ve survived my troubled youth

Discovered the trap doors and atoned with selfish sorries

Signed the peace treaties and fell to my knees, pleading as if something’s listening

Yet nothing compares to soldier stories he shares of barracks and bravery

If he’s a veteran, I’m a goodie two shoes

A rookie with a mouth like a chambered glock

Ripped up boots sustain my weak knees

Distorted memories

How can a special moment that just happened yesterday, feel a decade old?

Love bites fade slowly

With trust so will my misery

Judgement don’t faze me

Nor what God has in store for me

I live for love and love even harder

I’m a pretentious painter like an instagram model is an actress, who stars only in “adult movies”

Dirty hair with an intense stare

Do you wanna hurt me or is the fist around my throat your way of saying

“I love you too”

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Prison Princess

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shot by: jwill.studios on instagram.

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I named this character Pearl, she’s burdened to her new found mortal life. No one knows her real age or where she comes from. She’s tortured with bewitching beauty and mystic wisdom. Yet all she attracts are lustful sailors who promise her a life of Traditional Bliss… Prison. She has glimpses of her past lives but can’t seem to connect the dots. Leaving her introspective, insecure and faithless. Would you help her, entrap her or crown her?

Adult Movies 📷 (my behind the scenes vlog and motel 6 video girl movie)