Um. Changing My Proxy From To Just To Make It Easier For Myself. So Just So Peeps Are Aware. K. Bye :)

Um…. Changing my proxy from 🩶👻 to 🔦 just to make it easier for myself. So… just so peeps are aware. K. Bye :)

-🔦

Our family: You’ve got a major obsession with Handsome Jack…

Jack🎭, fronting but trying to mask currently: Yeah. Weird huh?

Jack🎭, in headspace: I am egotistical, aren’t I…?

Blue🍓: Yeah. But you’re not the only one with the obsession/hyperfixation currently

Jack🎭: Meaning????

Rhys🦾:

Rhys🦾: Why is everyone staring at me…?

Just realized that Blue never shared the holiday card they made for the system… so… here it is!! :D

Yes this is what the front looks like to us. And yes it’s always this crowded, but there’s more space behind the couch we promise.

People pictured (from left to right top to bottom), we have: Death☠️, Simon📖, Blue🍓, Toast🍞, Ghost🩶👻 (me), Sebastian, Blueberry🔵, Jayden🧸, Sophie🐹, David💊, Andras⛈️, Miyo🌸, and Kiyoka💥.

Happy (late) holidays everyone!

Jack: You wanna know how I got in this situation? Well, so would I.

Legit we might write something on AO3 based off of our weird shit. Like this weird little redemption story of some of the villain alters in this system.

Also drew this instead of getting ready for class like I was supposed to-

Oh well. Have a doodle :)

-🔦

Do any other hosts feel like they… robbed their headmates of having an actual life? Especially since I didn’t know I was a system until almost 6 months ago. It… feels like all this time I’ve spent fronting has been robbing my headmates of the chance to feel like they actually exist and have a life outside of headspace, and possibly feel like this life is theirs too.

Because I’ve been talking with my headmates and… we started talking about our life, the trajectory we’re taking, yada yada yada (jfc we’ve done a lot of self-reflection today as a system), and… they mostly go along with what I say. Except for Ghost, but only because he’s also a host and makes major decisions as well. But… it feels like they don’t get as much of a choice as they should, and they said it’s mostly mine and Ghost’s decisions to make since we’re the hosts.

I just feel so fucking selfish right now and my headmates keep telling me it’s fine. I just… I don’t know what to do…

-🍓

Playing Tales from the Borderlands and seeing AI Jack and Jack🎭 is just like “yeah, that’s how this feels most of the time.”

Like… he explained the whole fucking thing and shit and just… damn. Glad he’s actually dealing with shit and learned.

Also, he’s complaining about having a conscience again and that’s just hilarious to me.

-🔦