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Um. Changing My Proxy From To Just To Make It Easier For Myself. So Just So Peeps Are Aware. K. Bye :)
Umā¦. Changing my proxy from š©¶š» to š¦ just to make it easier for myself. Soā¦ just so peeps are aware. K. Bye :)
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Meš¦: Are you an Introject of Jack or Timothy??
Jackš: Yes

Jack: You wanna know how I got in this situation? Well, so would I.
Legit we might write something on AO3 based off of our weird shit. Like this weird little redemption story of some of the villain alters in this system.
Also drew this instead of getting ready for class like I was supposed to-
Oh well. Have a doodle :)
-š¦

Iām dying. Jack (š) drew this. Itās a portrait of himself. He drew his arms like that. On purpose. Because the artists in this system hate hose-style arms and drawing them.
Dude was a megalomaniac/dictator/sociopath in source and has graduated to the silliest of goofs. Blue did the coloring btw.
And our family (who is unaware we are a system) watch us draw this and Blue just says āI was possessedā while Jack cackles in the background.
Rhys why are you dating this man???? /j
-š¦
Do any other hosts feel like theyā¦ robbed their headmates of having an actual life? Especially since I didnāt know I was a system until almost 6 months ago. Itā¦ feels like all this time Iāve spent fronting has been robbing my headmates of the chance to feel like they actually exist and have a life outside of headspace, and possibly feel like this life is theirs too.
Because Iāve been talking with my headmates andā¦ we started talking about our life, the trajectory weāre taking, yada yada yada (jfc weāve done a lot of self-reflection today as a system), andā¦ they mostly go along with what I say. Except for Ghost, but only because heās also a host and makes major decisions as well. Butā¦ it feels like they donāt get as much of a choice as they should, and they said itās mostly mine and Ghostās decisions to make since weāre the hosts.
I just feel so fucking selfish right now and my headmates keep telling me itās fine. I justā¦ I donāt know what to doā¦
-š
me: Iām faking :(
also me: using us/we even b4 āIā thought I had DID, thinking of myself as āmultipleā for many years before even knowing what DID was, doesnāt remember about 70% of my life, has greyed out āmemoriesā for about 15% and emotional amnesia for the other 5%, has whole ass arguments with people in my head (āwe should eat thisā āno, we should eat thatā āno, thisā) again before even knowing what DID was, LITERALLY HAVING SOMEONE CONTROL THE BODY WHEN TRIGGERED AND KNOWING IT WASNT ME ???
me: .......but what if-
-samuel (host)