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bstroobery

1 year ago

me: I’m faking :(

also me: using us/we even b4 “I” thought I had DID, thinking of myself as “multiple” for many years before even knowing what DID was, doesn’t remember about 70% of my life, has greyed out “memories” for about 15% and emotional amnesia for the other 5%, has whole ass arguments with people in my head (“we should eat this” “no, we should eat that” “no, this”) again before even knowing what DID was, LITERALLY HAVING SOMEONE CONTROL THE BODY WHEN TRIGGERED AND KNOWING IT WASNT ME ???

me: .......but what if-

-samuel (host)

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ok this shit helped me so fucking much holy shit I’m glad to know I’m not the only host who deals with this stuff and i have had so many obvious signs even before knowing what did is too like… that what if at the end hit hard ♡ reblog ♡ did system did host

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bugbugbuggo

2 years ago

every person that says theyre an “endogenic system” i hate you. endos are not and will never be valid i dont support you or like you as a person. you will never be good for those who actually have dissociative disorders and for that i will never accept you.

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actually did dissociative system did host dissociative amnesia dissociative identity disorder endos dni

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