Me (and Blue Honestly) Having No More Emotional Connection To Our Systems Trauma And Feeling Like Shit

Me (and Blue honestly) having no more emotional connection to our system’s trauma and feeling like shit about not having that emotional connection

(I’ve had 0 emotional connection to our trauma except pissed about how it’s affecting the people I care about and from our side it appears we’re the only ones given a punishment. Blue has had on and off emotional connection to our trauma. And it sucks because they are such a sweet and caring person with a heart of gold and they’ve just become so apathetic recently because of all this.

Love how people outside the system are like “it’s too soon” since it was like… 2 weeks ago that this recent trauma happened. Simon and Sierra still feel it, but for me and Blue is feels like that shit was years ago. Thank you brain for being so weird. At least us hosts can function!

Also: Blue literally forgetting who the people who were also involved in this traumatic drama are is a mood. Meanwhile introjects of those people be like: bitch tf?? Nah don’t worry, they remember you guys. But not your sources. It’s called fucked-up-coping-for-systems.

Trauma holders doing their jobs well folks)

Credit to: Swatercolour on Instagram 💖

Welcome, everybody, to

🐢 🍁 TMNTober 2023! 🍁 🐢

An Inktober-inspired month-long event where every day will be assigned a prompt that you can write or draw something for!

🐢 Rules & guidelines: 🐢

All prompts have to be TMNT related, obviously, but they can be of any iteration, including fan made ones.

Post your art and writing on whatever platform you want! If you want it archived here though, post or link it on tumblr and tag this blog!

Tag your art with #tmntober 2023 or #tmntober2023. I will make a point of going through the tag and reblogging as much art as I possibly can to here!

Your art doesn’t have to be done on time and you don’t have to do all prompts. First and foremost, have fun!

Since this month ends with Halloween, I expect some art may involve horror themes, and if so, will be tagged appropriately. This is an appeal especially to writers, as I’m not sure I’ll be able to read every single piece, to tag your works with proper warnings, please.

Every day, there will be a post announcing the current prompt! If you lack inspiration for any particular prompts, I may leave some ideas in the tags :)

🐢 PROMPTS: 🐢

1. Warm-up!

2. Eyes

3. Teeth

4. Bones

5. Act

6. Improvised Weapon

7. Begrudging Alliance

8. What a tragedy!

9. Trap

10. Under-appreciated non-turtles!

11. Glitch

12. Dance

13. Devour

14. Press Start!

15. Try again?

16. OC spotlight!

17. Roots

18. Fairytales

19. Machine

20. Mask

21. Greatest fear

22. Favorite episode

23. Unlikely pet

24. Teenage

25. Mutant

26. Ninja

27. Turtles

28. Full Moon

29. That is not a person.

30. Scary Movie

31. Halloween!

Happy creating, everybody!!

to systems who have system journals, how do you do it? Is there rules? Does everyone just write what they want?

I started a journal for us, but I’m not completely sure what we do with it. So far we’re just keeping it like a normal journal

-host

Ok… like… sorry to followers but I’m debating about reposting Blue’s art. They gave me permission… beware everyone. Beware.

- Ghost🩶👻

Day 3 @tmntober-2023 prompt: Teeth

I believe Blue doesn’t give DG (Dark Ghost) and DT (Dark Toast) enough love in this AU. Honestly.

Also friendly reminder that while DG may be cute, they are still an alien that could destroy the entire planet if they really wanted to.

Here’s hoping DT remains safe with his spouse having teeth like that.

- Ghost🩶👻