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Sometimes I want to make a discord server for systems to being an actual good server but the I remember that people are shitty most of the time so it would end in shit cause people will just enter to make caos and drama

I find interesting how the english CDD community is more centered around endo drama and spanish CDD community is just fighting itself because of this people who claim themselves to be "activists" and do more anti-recovery shit that I can recall lol

Brain when I said I wanted to be the host again I meant in a "let me be a frequent fronter" not in the replace the actual host with me

Please let me go, I don't like the outside life, stop being dependant on me brain

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*Talks with someone*

*They mention a specific topic/do a specific question*

*You unlock a memory (might be good, bad or traumatic)*

*You verbalize that memory*

*You and that person talk about that memory*

*You two jump into another topic/finish the conversation*

*You forget the memory you just unlock*

*You immediately forget that you had that talk so you also forget you had that memory*

*Circle repeats*

When brain's so silly that because you're in a horrible moment when you're scared for your life and you saw Spiderverse movie in the middle of that crisis moment you end up splitting a spiderverse subsystem to deal with that trauma and situation

I found so interesting that even though CDD community it's meant to help and support in CDD systems and all that kind of shit you can see there a lot of fucking fight between themselves, I'm not even calling the endos in this

Idk, it's interesting...

Hating our brain and how it works

When I'm in a crisis that might put the body in a terrible danger they leave me alone in fronte

But when minor stress we switch

Brain I don't understand you at all /neg

I wanna do more blogs, more system related blogs, but I have many ideas that they made me crazy and end up forgetting them lol

Don't know, maybe someone here wants a blog about something sys-related and we can do it(?

Guys I'm extremely bored yk

ARE U SPEAK SPANISH?!! >_<

YEAAAAAHH

I speak spanish, is my first language!!

Though like almost 80% of the system feels more comfortable talking in english than spanish (the ones who don't prefer it don't know english lol)

Do you speak spanish?? :0

"My kid is ok, they don't have trauma"

Bitch your kid learned english alone when he was less than 10 years because you didn't know the language and so the kid felt more secure talking about things in english because it gave them the sense of control and privacy

Bitch your kid learn to dissociate in english because that's more safe and now sometimes they can't remember their own native language because their brain lock itself in english

Bitch your kid likes more english and talks better in english than their native language because they feel more confident and safe like that

Random like vent post that applies to us lol

hui!! were relearning spanish bc its our first language certain alters formed.when we onky spoke it only spesk spansih and i thought you'd find it neat

So you mean some of your alters only speak spanish and now all the sys is re-learning it?? Cool

That's a similar case to us tbh, we have various alters that only speak spanish because it's our first language, but we can speak more english lol

What a good surprise not being the only one like this!!

It's so strange that the brains works like

"Yeah let's make this horrible and triggering allter front to make us have a random PTSD attack"

and then the brain realize that's hurting us in every way and so it wents like

"Let's bring a whole group of triggered alters to front and cope with this till we dissociate, not stop it, just make it worst till we dissociate"

Fucking brain

Host be like

"We don't have any sexual trauma, wdym??"

And the 4 sexual protectores, 2 trauma holder and 2 sexual alters just look at him with an "are you serious??" face

Brain stop introjecting people who hurted us HORRIBLE, this isn't the way to cope with the trauma they leave us, STOOOOP

Shitty brain

Actually yes, at least for what I been reading about introjecting in general psychological context and introjecting in OSDDID context I can say it is because of that

Some definitions easy to find in google about introjection in non-OSDDID context are:

The unconscious adoption of the thoughts or personality traits of others. It occurs as a normal part of development, such as a child taking on parental values and attitudes.

Introjection, one of many defense mechanisms posited by Sigmund Freud, occurs when a person internalizes the ideas or voices of other people. Some mental health professionals believe that introjection is a protective strategy that children employ in order to cope with unavailable parents or guardians: By unconsciously absorbing the characteristics of parents, children reassure themselves that some aspect of the parent is present even if the parent is physically absent. Depending on the types of attitudes that are picked up, introjection may lead to positive or negative effects.

So yeah, introjecting is a coping mechanism of the brain, when you get fixated in some show or media you tend to mimic and introject parts of the media in yourself as a way to understand, act and cope with the external world

If this mimicking and helping is seen as something that is needed for the brain is normal for the brain to make introjects

Basically I just expanded a little bit about how this works, I lazy to do a better explanation lol

I wonder if people who are autistic and have OSDDID are more likely to have introjects because it's so common for singlet autistic people to mimic/mirror others behaviors

Thinking about doing a blog to talk about a personal project system related we have seen we're like 8 years old but then I remember it would have almost the same name of this blog and people wouldn't be so interested so... We don't make it

Sad me

I forgot I was a system and I have alters

For like the third time in the day

Holi!! lo siento si molesto pero tengo una duda y quisiera acudir a ustedez para respondermela, realmente es de los unicos sistemas que conozco que hablen spañol, sin mas rodeos mi pregunta es:

¿Un oc que esta basado en parte en una persona/alter cuenta como semi-factive o directamente aun es un oc completamente? - 👑🖤

Spanish version

Por temas de que el blog está mayormente en inglés pondré la respuesta en español y abajo la versión en inglés

No molestas con la pregunta en absoluto y con gusto la vamos a responder, también (momento mini promo jaja xd) tenemos un blog enfocado en responder dudas sobre sistemas y todo eso, aunque el blog está mayormente en inglés pueden hacernos preguntas en español también y las responderemos en los dos idiomas, por si llegas a querer un poco más de ayuda :)! (Blog: @syspport)

Semi-factive es un término para describir a las partes disociadas de una persona con algún trastorno disociativo complejo (TID, TID-P, OTDE), no para describir personajes como lo pueden ser los OCs

Los OCs casi siempre están basados en algo, es parte de la naturaleza de la creación poner pequeños pedazos de tu realidad y vida, eso es lo que hace al arte tan personal y única, ya que reflejas parte de tu vida e identidad en un OC

Sí no es más que ficción y un personaje, entonces es un OC

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English version

Although the question is in spanish we're gonna answer it in both english and spanish just because this blog is mainly english

An oc that's partly based on someone (alter or singlet) counts as semi-factive or it's directly an oc? - 👑🖤

(Part of the spanish respond is a mini promo to the @syspport blog, our informative blog, so I'm not gonna put it here lol)

Semi-factive is a term to describe dissociated parts in a CDD, not to describe characters like OCs

Most of the time OCs are based on something, it's part of the creative nature put little fragments of your life and reality, it's what makes art so personal and unique because you're reflecting part of your life and identity in an OC

If it's not more than just a character and fiction, then is just an OC

Idk in what moment having 1 sideblog and this main blog became having 11 sideblogs system/CDD aligned, 1 sideblog of another topic and this main blog

I just got fixated un doing tumblr blogs ig? lol

Hi guys I'm bored

Can you send us questions or random submissions to answer? Idk I feel a bit social today