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Dont Care That This Is A Public Conservation Now Because I Got Something To Say To You:
Don’t care that this is a public conservation now because I got something to say to you:
Don’t ever be sorry for how you are acting, Blue. You are still learning. I am so fucking proud of the progress you’ve made. Even if it takes 100 years for you to let go of the front due to that anxiety, it’ll be ok. You are amazing, kind, a little too selfless for your own good, and a caring person. You always care so much about others. I’m sorry that two people used that kindness against you and used it to make you dependent on them while they gave you nothing in return.
You are the best person I know. Don’t ever be sorry for healing. It takes time. We will all gladly wait for you and be here to help you as you go through this.
I will be here every step of the way, and I will wait for you throughout this entire healing process, because it won’t happen over night. Your healing takes time. Don’t ever apologize for that.
I love you 🥰
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Ok: as a host with control issues due to the past abuse this system has gone through, blacking out and allowing others to front is taking a lot of time to process for me.
Because I finally allowed someone else to front for a bit, if only for a few minutes. And I panicked when I got back because I didn’t know where the coffee cup was. Needless to say I’m very sorry to my headmates for being a controlling bitch 😔
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Not us trauma dumping on tumblr.com and refusing to name drop because we’re just here to vent not start drama.
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Not me trying to get Simon📖 to publish Cry of Evil on AO3 because it’s actually pretty good and I want him to share it because he is now my bestie for being engaged to my bestie-
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Our hosts: coffee drinkers. Love the stuff. Breathe the stuff. Adore the stuff.
Applejack: Absolutely traumatized by caffeine and has a panic attack when there is caffeine in the system while she is fronting
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“No one in their right mind” well thankfully for you I’m in my wrong mind